forced to marry justin bieber

part 23

SARA P.O.V

"breaking news justin bieber and his wife sara spotted kissing on the street waiting justin's manager scooter getting his coffee from starbucks this morning but the bad news is that bielebers are really mad about justin not giving them any attention latley his all attention was on his little wifey could justin bieber is loosing his fans ? "the women on the new said as justin shut the tv on her last world and anger rushed to him shit this is not got he sttod up walking to me with eyes full with anger he grabbed me by my shirt and pushed my really hard on the wall i think i broke my backbones "see this is all your fault since you entered my life nothing good happened i keep trying to work things out but they just keeps getting wore and this is all your fault if you hasnt entered my life my bielebrs would think that i dont give them enough attention i hate you so much i wish you could just die i swear i will throw a huge party to celebrate you leaving my life forever "he yalled at me "you think i love this life ?huh since you entened my life it bacame a hell you think i love being justin bieber's wife ?no i dont i hate this life i wish i could just go back to the days where you didnt even know me i wish i just can get beack my life but i cant do anything why because im being forced on this fucking marrige same as you so think that i love being with you and i wish i could die too so i could live in peace with my mother but you know what maybe i will "i yelled back at him and he was very shocked like i threw an iced water on him he didnt say a word i get out of his grib and stormed to the bathroom , i locked the door and slide down on the door with my head on my knees crying really hard i got up and walked to the sink and took the razore i slide it on my wrist and kept cutting and cutting until i had enough this was the badest cuts i have ever made i washed my hands and put my bracelets on and walked to the room justin was sitting on the bed lokking at his hands on his lap feeling guilty but i could care less my phone started ringing so i walked to the nightstand and grabbed it and walked to the living room leaving justin there i checked the caller ID it was dad should i take his call ?maybe if i dont take it he will think that im not okay but i really cant break my dad's heart i wont tel him whats happeing between me and justin and thankgodness that he dont watch the tv news "hey daddy "i said happily i really was happy to hear his voice "hey honey how are you "dad asked "im great hows work is everything good ?"i asked sitting on the couch i could tell that justin was eardropping so i need to learn him his lesson "its great honey thanks to you"he said "so hows everything going between you and justin you know "he said worriedly "oh my god dad he is so sweet i love him so much he is sweet caring funny and he even cooks me food i love him so much thank you for doing this he is actually the best thing that happened to my life i wish if i knew him before "i said accting happily "thats great honey its so good to hear you say that i was really worried about you "he said happy "no dad dont worry about me ill be fine and dont worry ill be safe with him "i said "ok honey i gotta go now have fun and be safe "he said "love you daddy "i said "love you too honey "he said and i could feel tears begging to form in my eyes just for the fact that he isnt anything of what i just said but i need to be strong "why did you say that "justin ask with a very low and sad voice