The Waves Left the Shore (Aldub Maichard Fanfic)

Chapter 35 - When She's Drunk

A/N: Please watch the video above para maimagine nyo kung paano sabihin ni Maine 'yung mga lines sa story. Thank you.

ALDEN'S POV

Nakita ko ang email ni Maine na ilang taon ko ring hindi nakita at napapansin. Binuksan ko ang email at binasa ito.

Richard Faulkerson Jr.
Jr.

How are you? It has been weeks since I left the Philippines. I'll be honest with you. Galit ako sayo. I'm so mad at you that I don't even know why I'm writing this letter. But then I realized you loved me, you once cared for me and that makes this letter necessary. Aside from that, I think I should properly say my goodbye, though it was a bit late. I guess I need to set aside my anger or else I don't think I could push through with this.

We didn't get to have a chance to talk after the break-up which I think was for the best. I don't think I have the guts to face you anyway, I might breakdown, I'm afraid I'll do something stupid just to have you back.

Anyway, I really would like to thank you for everything. Thank you for letting me know the real you. Thank you for loving me and keeping up with me despite my shortcomings. It was tough, yes, we always had a misunderstanding and serious fights, and it was like you and me against the world. But we made it possible my love, we made it possible in the showbizness. We really are stronger together or so we thought.

You always knew how I never imagined that it was possible for you to fall for someone like me. Sino ba naman ako diba? I know you would scold me for saying that but it's true. Thank you for always making me feel special throughout the whole relationship. You know how my mind works at times and how my self esteem sucks. I don't know if I should really thank you for that 'cause it made me so dependent on you. Nasanay akong nandyan ka, kaya mahirap, kaya naging sobrang hirap.

I was happy RJ. You made me happy. 'Yun naman 'yung laging gusto natin diba? At naging masaya ako, naging masaya ako sayo.

And yes, may pagkukulang ako RJ. I know that. I'm sorry, for not being enough for you to stay. I'm sorry for being insensitive, I didn't know that our relationship that time was on the rocks. I was on the verge of thinking our future together without knowing that any minute thereon, it would come to an end. Palaging ganun, at 'yun ang naiisip ko. Pero natatanggap ko na. I'm slowly moving forward my love. I even succeeded in writing this letter without crying, you would be so proud of me.

I have something to tell you but I can't say it through this letter. Maybe in time RJ. You deserve to hear it straightly from me. And I hope by that time, I would be ready. I need some time before I could face you. Although I'm not sure if it is as important to you as it  is to me.

Please know that I love you very much and I will miss you, RJ. I will miss you.

Anyway, goodluck on your career. So this is goodbye I guess? This is me cutting ties with you, my love. Our story has come to an end. 'Till we meet again. 'Till we meet again, my dear friend.

This is maichard, signing off.

PS: I'm sorry. Forget what I've said earlier, I'm still such a crying baby. Forgive your dearest friend.

Nicomaine Dei C. Mendoza

Hindi ko pa masyadong naproprocess ang mga nabasa ko nang biglang may tumawag sa cellphone ko.