Lose Control

24

I wake up the next morning still at Kellin's. Nothing else had really happened all day. After we ate waffles, we laid in bed and watched Shrek movies for hours. Kellin was so cute and danced, singing along to all the songs. We fell asleep beside each other, only our legs touching. I couldn't have been happier.

Kellin's back is to me so I shuffle closer, wrapping my arm around him. We're both in a t-shirt and boxers and it's actually weird to wake up beside him fully clothed. How did I become such a slut?

I don't know what time it is but it felt early. I kiss a part of neck which is only exposed when he's lying down. I watch as goosebumps form and smile as I cuddle into him. He chuckles a little and turns to face me.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you," I say.

"Yes you did," he tells me, his voice croaky with fatigue. I blush, feeling caught.

"Okay, maybe I did," I admit, kissing him. It's a simple kiss and we pull away after a moment. I didn't want to move, but it's Monday so unfortunately it's back to reality.

"What time is it?" he asks, looking tired as he squints slightly. I shrug, just wanting to stare at him for a while. "I'm gonna pee," he whispers, crawling away from me.

I let him go, missing him immediately as he changes his boxers and rushes into the bathroom. I can't help but smile, everything he does just reminds me how much I fucking love him. I need to tell him. Today. Before I leave?

Kellin comes back out, giving me butterflies. He has his glasses on and it's just another cute version of him.

"I missed you," I tell him, pulling him back into bed.

"It's been like ten seconds," he replies, laughing. I just shrug, touching his cheek lightly as I press my lips to his. He kisses back with more passion, straddling me as he licks my top lip, tempting me. I open my mouth, welcoming his tongue. He tastes so sweet and fruity like he'd chewed gum or something and I can't get enough.

My hands bunch around his t-shirt and he breaks contact with me to pull my own over my head. He kisses me before I can pull his off and takes my hands, pinning them above my head as he grinds into me. I moan, my hips involuntarily matching the movement. He smiles a little, breaking the kiss.

"Do you trust me?" he whispers, kissing my neck.

"Of course," I tell him, out of breath already. He turns me on so fucking much.

"Prove it," he demands, kissing me forcefully as he starts rhythmically moving. I moan again, holding his hands back tighter. I didn't really know how to prove it or what even brought this on in the first place, but nonetheless I'm willing to do anything for him.

One of his hands leaves mine but I leave it in place, letting him doing whatever he wants. His other hand leaves, and that's when I feel material wrap around my wrist. I smile thinking, ohh as everything clicks into place. I know Kellin's moderately kinky and honestly I'm not opposed to trying it. I let him tie me up, him giving me lots of slack and being careful not to tie it too tightly.

"Is this okay?" he whispers, kissing up my neck and jaw, making his way to my lips.

"Mhm," I mumble, kissing him back with just as much enthusiasm. His hand slowly travels down my body making my skin hot. I gasp as he gropes me, forcing my tongue into his mouth. I moan, needing some skin to skin contact but he's still fully clothed. He pushes my boxers down and his lips leave mine as he shuffles down my body. I bite my lip, letting out a moan as his warm, slippery, amazing mouth surrounds me.

"Fuck, Kellin," I whine, needing him to speed up. He's moving agonizingly slowly.

His hands run up and down my thighs as he sucks on my tip. It feels fucking incredible. My whole body pulses and I pull on the restraints just for the hell of it. He's better at this than anyone I'd ever been with, actually...he's better at everything. Maybe it's just because I'm in love with him.