The Weirder Thoughts of an Aquarius(me)

Excuse me but wtf

We're back and plus we're back with some existential crisis level stuff.

Today I was walking home from school after getting off the bus with two other people. The one kid was going on about how he moved from a little bit up the hill(this is going to be confusing since you don't know what my street looks like but just use your imagination) to the place he's at now in fourth or fifth grade.

I gotta say that messed me up, alot. Like ALOT. It would make sense that he was still on my elementary school bus before that but I can't remember him getting off at a different spot. I physically cannot remember it. I do remember him on the bus though I think in kindergarten or first. We had gotten assigned seats with three kids and it me at the aisle, a douchebag in the middle, and him at the window.

Yet did that actually happen? I have such vivid memories of staring at the seat next to mine as the kids there had a lot of fun whole the two next to me just played on their DS.

ArE My MemORieS FakE??? Is MY chILdhoOd tHaT suppRESsed??!!!

I mean I know I had a rocky childhood but I was an aloof moron(still aloof to this day) so I didn't realize that my entire world was burning but did my brain suppress that many memories or is it normal to question what actually happened when little. Maybe I was just an over dramatic drama queen.

I hope it's just that and that I'm not actually more traumatized than I already am.

Oh whale I have memes now. It'll be fine.

Plus it was raining and I got to use my umbrella and umbrellas are my favorite thing I constantly feel like I belong in a Tumblr aesthetic post whenever I have one it's so nice and warm even though the rain is so cold.

It's a weird day. November first is weird. Life is weird and everything we know is fake including yourself so enjoy it while it lasts before the world is unplugged alright gotta go bye have fun with those thoughts 😋