The Weirder Thoughts of an Aquarius(me)

Ted Talk

Welcome everyone to my TED Talk. So I've noticed I'm becoming disconnected again with my actual life outside of the internet (yeah weird I have a life that isn't online) and this happened last year. And last year, wasn't good. So basically I just really don't wanna end up like 2018(fruk you 2018 I'm still salty) so I'm writing this as a reminder to make sure I don't get sucked into the internet.

Plus I'm lonely af currently which is prolly cuz of Winter break and how I talked to no one for a while and Midterms won't help with that.

Although things are looking up as it looks like someone will be joining in the library for lunch but at the bus stop I can't help but get really lonely even when there are people around. I really like the people there but my social anxiety is very bad at starting conversations. 

Since over Christmas I got a new laptop I was playing Terria on it and since when I used to play it I was very conservative and refused to die or go near enemy's but now I'll happily jump head first into giant hordes of zombies I've gotten way farther than before.

But I was exploring the left side of the map and I found the old man. He said I had to come back at night cuz I couldn't go in but lol I didn't listen and went right into the dungeon. Let's just say I was ass raped by the dungeon guardian and was one punched back to spawn.

You'd think I wouldn't go back after that but I still needed to see the old man.(wow this seems like one of my weird ass dreams but it's a video game) I saw him and spoke to him and he has a curse. So I click to question the curse and my what a curse it was. Once again my ass was handed directly to me and I don't like old men anymore.

Also quick question, Have you ever licked a salt lamp? If you answer I can explain why this is crucial information for me.

Alright thanks for attending my Ted Ramble tonight I'll be back within 3-5 business days.