The Weirder Thoughts of an Aquarius(me)

why hello there

I, have not, yet, died. Wowo so wack. I'm tired as heck and I just feel like doing a life update for whatever reason. I see you three people reading this book, don't worry fam I got u.

So yeah school has been rolling and honestly sophomore year, just, sophomore year. God I just cannot with it. I have how many more months left of this shit? 9? No.

Honestly school is just depressing like I talk to peeps kinda now(fuc u social anxiety I'm kicking your ass you bitch) but I have no close connections to anyone so that sucks. Also the work is so damn boring. In my math class we have a switched classroom and I despise it. Basically we watch a video at home and take our notes at home and do all the work at school. I hate it soooo much like fucking move on with the notes bitch. I can't fast forward in the vid either so if I get the example questions done I have to wait a good few minutes for her to finish explaining wth I already did.

Orchestra is cool tho I came out to my stand partner (who is a m e a n I e) as bi so I'm making progress everywhere.

English makes me wanna off myself. I sit next to a girl who prolly knows English better than the dude who first invented it. Also the teacher mispronounces my name and he really fucking likes group work and working with the person sitting next you(aka the future William Shakespeare).

History I either know it or I don't. I have a test tomorrow and I plan on failing it gracefully cuz idk shit. China who? Idk the fucking Mongols prolly did it. Today we did do a fun review game. Also my class is really small, there's only 10 people in it.  Honestly I can't tell if I'm too lazy or too depressed to study but hey I don't care either way.

I like art too. In art I sit with a other sophomore girl and some fun freshman girls. Apparently they like my art a lot. All I've done really is shaded a shoe which was painful.

Gym is cool, I still sweat like a maniac but I've gotten better at not caring and I'm one mL of sweat away from consuming deodorant on a daily to distract people of my problem. And also an old friend from elementary is in it and it's nice knowing we still friends and we cool, she hasn't changed much either other than swearing, an obsession with Ed Sheeran, and she does cross country.

Then I have French. Ugh, French. I don't have such a bitch teacher anymore with a clear bias towards classes but I still am not the biggest fan. We have to do a certain amount of participation points which is things like talking(not my jam) and writing stuff on the board(more my jam). The thing is, I sit in the back and she sees like, 5 other people before me and I only build up confidence for one question then that question gets taken and it's like whale fuck. It's cool tho I can just drop French next year anyways. :)(I hope I might need 4 years of French to get a regents diploma which is the better diploma and imma do that)

Then last but not least is chemistry. I really like my teacher. He was out for two days this week cuz he has a kidney stone and so now he may occasionally curl over in pain cuz of it but we shouldn't worry cuz it's normal. He's really cool and actually good at his job. Maybe one day I will become a chemist just cuz I can do it pretty decently so far so why not make some money off it.

Also I really wanna somehow tell my crush I like her just cuz I wanna get it off my chest and mind and to know what will happen. I prolly won't, but you never know, I mean sometimes you do but sometimes you don't. Also it's rainy out :)

So in conclusion of my Ted talk I'm basically an empty shell going through the motions of life. Also I'm tired af like damn.

Oh yeah if you like good Omens I now love u. uwu