Drei Jungs - Chaos

Nervous

The night was going to an end, it was a very good night and I had to admit that I had a lot of fun. I danced with Yuki and and with Kaname, I also danced with Takuma and Hanabusa. I laughed a lot, and as we all stood together and drank and laughed, Akatsuki was holding me in his arms the hole time. I knew that it was Yuki's wedding but I felt like the happiest girl, as the sun started to rise the guests started to leave. The maids started to clean up and we started to head back to our rooms,

„Tsukino“

I suddenly heared my name being called and turned around, it was my dad. I walked over to him and he looked over my shoulder and nod once before looking back down at me, his glace was Stern and I didn't know what to say so I waited for him to begin.

„Is this really what you want? I mean . . . Are you happy now?“

„father what are you talking about, could you be a little more specific please“

„so much has changed in such a short time, I just want to know if now that you have your freedom and . . . Are you happy?“

I looked back at Akatsuki and smiled brightly, he was talking to Hanabusa but I could see that he watched me out of the corner of the eyes. I turned around to my father, still grinning.

„father, I still feel so sad and guilty because of so many things I did and that so many people got hurt because of my actions. But I can't turn back the time and I know that they wouldn't like me to dwell on it, I will look forward and . . . I would like to get your approval about the relationship between me and Akatsuki, I want him to be a part of my life from now on because . . . Because I love him.“

As I looked at my father I could see that his eyes were slightly red and wet, suddenly he hugged me and for a moment I couldn't move. But it wasn't long and I throw my arms around his neck and closed my eyes, placing my head in his shoulder.

„I knew that sooner or later that the Day would come but I never expected it to be so soon, I hope that you are responsibly enough to know what to do and not to do. . . I'm sorry I wasn't a really good father to you, I wish that I can make it up to you in the future if you still want me.“

I squeezed him a little tighter and felt a little tear roll down my face

„Of course I want you still in my life, and I'm the happiest girl. . . Next to Yuki. . . I'm so glad you approve of Akatsuki.“

I heared my father sniff and laugh lightly before he let me go and acted like nothing happened

„and now go to bad, it was a long day . . . But remember to stay well-behaved.“

„Oh my God Dad, please“

My cheeks flushed because I knew exactly what he wanted to say, I quickly turned around and run back to Akatsuki. He placed an arm around my waist immediately as if he wanted to make sure I don't disappear, he looked over to my dad and nod. I was happy that the too of them were getting along so well, we got to our rooms after we said goodnight to everyone. Akatsuki stopped in front of my door and hugged me tight, he placed a soft kiss on my head and let go of me.

„Good night. . .“

I was a little surprised as he started to go back to his room, but before he could go any further away from me I grabbed his hand and squeezed his hand. He turned around to look at me but I looked to the ground, my hair covering my face so he couldn't see how much I was blushing.

„you could stay. . . I mean if you want. . . I . . I mean, ist not the first time we slept in the same bad. . .“

I felt him closing in but I didn't dare to look up until he was standing in front of me and placing a gentle hand under my chin and making me look up,

„it would be a honer to stay with you“

I was blushing so badly that it made Akatsuki grin, he placed a quick but soft kiss on my lips and waited for me to enter my room. We stood in my room and I didn't know what to do, I pulled out some cloth to sleep and turned around to Akatsuki.

„you can go in to the bathroom first if you want“

He grinned and set down on my bed and loosening his tie

„no thanks, the bathroom is all yours“

I walked in the bathroom and turned on the cold shower, I took out my dress and everything and jumped under the cold shower. As I was finished I was shivering but my head was clear again, I changed into ay shorts and a short tank top and made my way back. As I came back I saw Akatsuki already laying in my bed with one arm under his head and with the other holding one of my books, and he was laying there just wearing his Boxershorts. I hasitaited for a short while but then crawled under the cover next to him, he closed the book and also covered himself with the blanket. We looked at each other for a very long moment until I couldn't resist any longer, I crawled closer to him and he placed one arm under my head and the other around my waist. He pressed me against his warm body and I immediately started to relax, I could hear his heartbeat and smiled a little as I heard it beat as fast as mine. It was good to know that I wasn't the only one that was so nervous, he placed a gentle kiss on my cheek before he placed his forehead on mine and closed his eyes.

„Goodnight my Love“