I Found You

Chapter 2

"WHAT THE FUCK!"  That is all that came to my mind. My girlfriend is cheating on me...with my fucking best friend like what the fuck.

"Baby it's not what you think," She said surprised, if it ain't what I think it is which is her fucking my best friend in MY bed, in MY house then what the hell is it?

"Get the fuck out of my house...NOW BEFORE I KILL YOUR ASS!" I yelled at my best friend, this dude was like family to me we've been through a lot together and he turns around and fucks my girl.

He fumbles to get his clothes and tries to get up but slips and falls he rushes back to his feet and runs out of the room. I shake my head and chuckle at how fucking dumb I am. Just an hour she was talking about she missed me and now she fucking my best friend.

Did I do something wrong? Was I not enough? Did I not give enough of me? Did I not show her enough of the world? Did I not give her enough of the world?

These are the questions I asked myself while I felt hot tears roll down my face, as I looked up to see her staring at me with a surprised expression. "Why?" That is the only question I have.

"Bab-"

"DON'T call me that...why would you do this? Did I not give you what you want-"

"Yes baby of course-"

"DEN WHY CHEAT ON ME I FUCKIN LO- loved you and you cheat? What about the years we've- I've put in to make us work? I've given up a lot for us and you cheat on me? WITH MY FUCKIN BEST FRIEND!?" I didn't realize how hard I was crying until I felt a body collapse into mine holding me tightly.

I tried to speak but I was crying too hard to form words

I regained my use of speech and pushed her off of me. "Get out..now" I said probably not even over a whisper as I pointed to my room door.

As she put on her clothes I looked at her and with every movement of hers my heart broke, I felt my world crumble into dust. I wasn't enough is all I'm thinking.

I wasn't enough no matter how hard I tried. When I came out of my head space I saw her standing there facing me with tears in her eyes, I don't know why but I felt pity like who feels pity for someone who cheated on you a minute ago?

She was my everything I did everything for her and she just threw all of that away.

I broke the staring contest by looking down trying to hide the second wave of tears coming. I felt her body heat coming closer so I looked up and stopped her.

"Why did you do this? I gave you everything, my heart, my soul, most of my time, and you do this?"

"Things didn't feel the same. I love you but you're never here, I get lonely sometimes. I didn't want this to happen it just did I'm sorry..."

She told me making me tighten my grip on her arm that I didn't know I was holding. She struggled to get out of my grip and when she did there was already a bruise starting to form which brought more tears to my eyes.

I heard the front door slam signaling that she was gone, she was gone forever. All I want to do is cry until I drown in my tears, cry until there's nothing left.

I walked over to my bed and sat down I looked up at the ceiling then a wave of disgust hit me like a Mac truck. I decided to sleep in my guest room and buy a new bed...no I'm gonna have to buy me a new house there's too many memories here.

I fell asleep thinking about what happened mixed with a little bit of crying.