࿐ྂJello ࿐ྂ PRETTYMUCH Imagines and Preferences

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A few years ago, Austin had sat you down and explained to you how his love and adoration for you had suddenly fizzled out and was now no more.

You were shattered, heartbroken to say the least. You gave your life to Austin, moved from home to support him. You would always drop everything when he had tour and follow him around like a lost puppy and it was all so his love for you would just disappear into thin are

Being a recovering alcoholic, everyone expected you to relapse, because Austin was he reason you were celebrating a decade of sobriety. Although tempted to run to the bottle as an escape from your real life problems you decided against it because no matter how much you drank, no matter how many bars you sucked dry, your heart would remain in the same state it was

So you decided to go back home, start afresh by picking up exactly where you left off and that was in your second year of Forensic Anthropology. You were doing your doctrine when you left to be with Austin in the big cities where there were flashing lights.

News quickly spread of you and Austin's split making your phone go haywire. Deciding that you did want a fresh start, you bought a new phone and only added the other boys contacts, keeping contact with them because it would be a shame to throw such a friendship away over a man with no regard for you.

While you prospered, Austin began spiralling downward, he had began dating his side chic who then broke up with him in the worst way possible and insulted him over social media, something you expected. He wanted you back. You were his neutral space, his distraction from his crazy life and without you he was going crazy

After years of not seeing the boys, you decided against your better judgment and took the nearest plan out to LA to pay them a well deserved visit.

"Oh my god and now you're getting married" Brandon gushed
"Yeah" you beamed
"Well then Doctor Soon to be Mrs Forensic Anthropologist congrats" Nick congratulated
"So who is this guy you're marrying" Zion asked

As you spoke on and on about your loving fiancé, Austin sat on the stairs out of sight, listening to your voice like music to his ears. Listening to you laugh at your silly moments. He let a tear slip before muttering to himself

"I'm jealous of the way you're happy without me"

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Jesus Mary and Joseph.... I am tired as a dog!

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