Healthy →Kuwonu

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by duhitsray

This wasn't on the list but it was requested by the beautiful sonia2003xx
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Don't even smile, don't even look at me. Don't say the words you know what's gon happen cause only you know what it does to me. Heart beat fast like its tryna run from me
Zion kept his eyes closed, letting the tears flow down his face as he kept shaking his head in an attempt to shake the horrible idea of his life without Sonia out of his head

"I'm sorry Zion" Sonia said in a soft voice, she reached out to touch him only to have him flinch out of her grasp
"Please look at me Z" Sonia said her voice cracking.

Zion shook his head, not wanting to look at the girl he once loved, the girl he will always love. The thought of his live going on without her in it made his heart race.

"I'll come get the rest of my things tomorrow" Sonia said softly collecting her things

She looked around once more at the house most of her memories was in. A tear fell down her cheek as she touched the couch the two had shared endless cuddles in, the couch she had passed out on after a good night at Coachella. The same couch they had made love on.

"Goodbye Z"
I'm losing sleep they said it would happen. First one I hit up when something good happens. I'm going through it but this is not normal. Now manz out buying everything ya want for ya
"Boongang whole lotta gang shit!" Zion yelled throughout the house
"What's up?" The other boys questioned
"Yo bro! Simon called! We're going on tour!" Zion yelled makin the other boys cheer
"Yo I gotta call Char" Brandon said walking out the room
"I gotta call So-oh never mind" Zion sighed walking out into the kitchen.

He leaned against the counter, not wanting the memories they last shared to flood his mind, but as much as he tried they began flooding him causing him to clutch his eyes tightly as though he was trying to stop them. He hadn't realized he was crying til he felt a warm teardrop on his hand.

"It's okay to hurt Zion, I mean you guys were in a toxic relationship, the constant fights weren't at all healthy. She wasn't right for you" Edwin soothed
"She may not have seemed to be right for me but she was I needed" Zion said before shrugging Edwin's hand off his shoulder and walking to his room.

And when you hit that dunk you know I'm right there with ya. I'll pass it right back to you girl lemme assist ya. You don't understand how much I stan ya when you standing next to me I pull a stan and throw up.
"And the MTV Push artist of the year is Sonia!" Nicki announced making everyone cheer as Sonia gave Ariana a kiss and walk up to the stage.

Sonia took the little statue from Nicki and gave her a hug and a kiss on the cheek.

"I wish I could hurt you back, love what would you do if you couldn't get me back? You're the one who's gonna lose something so special something so real, tell me boy how in the fuck would you feel if you couldn't get me back? That's what I wish that I could do to you" Sonia sang into the mic making everyone cheer

"Thank you guys so much for the support, this year has been a crazy one! Trey, thank you for featuring me in your omg Mr Steal Your Girl, Kehlani it was an honor opening for you on tour!You guys are the reason Whacamacallit, Bad Boy, Medicine and Figures are all a hit and my Album Heartbreak on a Full Moon went double platinum! I thank each and every one of you Soniathots but mostly I would like to thank my team for workin tireless nights with me to make the music videos and producing the songs and my amazing fiancé, Chris Breezy for putting up with my stubborn ass, Nicki am still waiting for that song and Khalid gimmie a ring son, thank you guys again" Sonia laughed walking down the stairs

Zion watched her thank everyone, the sparkle in her eyes as she went on about her career. The very same career he was holding her back from persuing. He gripped the chair hard as he heard her mention her love for her new boyfriend

So quick?

He sighed as he clapped and watch her disappear once more

Nowbody knows what it feels like. Nobody knows how to help me and I'm starting to think there's something wrong with me
"PRETTYMUCH in the building" the presenter said
"You guys' performance was breathtaking! How do you guys feel?" She asked smiling
"Amazing! Thank you to all the BEANZ for the support" Brandon smiled
"Bummer you guys didn't win MTV Push Artist of the year but Sonia won it, how does that make y'all feel, moreso Zion" she asked
"I mean, I am proud of her-
"Speak of the devil, Sonia come join us" the presenter said motioning for the girl

As they continued their interview, Zion couldn't help but stare at the girl. How the dress she wore complimented her in the best ways. How her hair was in loose curls that fell over her shoulders. As the interview drew to a close, Sonia walked away to Chris who gave her a kiss and congratulated her. Sonia looked over her shoulder to see Zion looking over at her sadly. She excused herself and ran after Zion

"Zion!" She yelled making him freeze
"Look, i want you to move on from me." Sonia said giving him a reassuring smile
"See you don't understand" Zion sighed before turning to walk away
"I do-
"No! The day you move on from the love of your life, gimmie a call then we can talk" Zion spat coldly
"Want me to give you a call now?" Sonia said looking at Zion
"What?" Zion asked confused
"See what you don't realize Zion is that I actually lost the one person I loved as well but we had to end it because none of this was healthy, the constant fighting and the revenging each other" Sonia said "Can you see now that we're broken apart we're both flurishing!"
"Maybe you but-
"But Nothing Zion, all you care about is how you feel and how things affect you!! Never anyone else" Sonia spat
"So-
"Just leave it" Sonia said walking back to Chris who held Royalty in his arms

No, this ain't healthy

This was long as fuck! But I am lowkey proud of this!

Hope you enjoyed it!'

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