palaye royale imagines (Requests Open)

you are perfect (remington)

Trigger warning for anorexia. Please skip if you are sensitive. It's something I've been dealing with lately. This imagine is basically about me.

It was a week before the winter formal. Remington has asked me to go with him. I've liked him for a while now so of course I said yes.

I had bought a dress for the occasion. It was a red dress with sequins on the top. It cut off just above the knees and the top cut off just above my breasts. It was way out of my comfort zone. I  also bought some black heels as well.

The more I tried it on the more I  hated it. I kept seeing more flaws in myself. I looked ten months pregnant and if I  pulled it down anymore I  would flash everyone. My  mom tried to alter it but didn't know how. She also said I was being ungrateful by not wearing it.

While at school and at home I  didn't eat anything. I went a week without eating to see if I could drop a few pounds. Remington took notice.

"Aren't you hungry y/n? You didn't eat breakfast." He said. "I'm fine" I said. Not fine at all. I was hungry but couldn't risk gaining anymore weight. He looked at me saddly. He didn't know what else to say. He wasn't going to pressure me into eating.

Now it was the night of the formal. I fought with myself to just not go,but I  already promised rem I  would. I sighed,slipped on my dress and heels,and went to the dance.

I slipped your leather jacket on and zipped it all the way up and even clipped the top part. Rem saw me and came over towards me. He tried to give me a hug but I didn't let him. He looked hurt. Like a kicked puppy.

As the night went on I kept looking at everyone dancing. All skinnier,prettier,better than me in everyway possible. I felt some tears slip and rushed to the bathroom.

I heard someone behind me and ignored it. I reached the bathroom door and there was Remington. I walked into the bathroom and he followed. Y/n,dear What's wrong. I felt the waterworks come on. "Nothing's wrong with me!" I said. "There has to be something. You didn't eat all week and int tell me you are at home because Luis told me you skipped every dinner." I looked into his eyes and collapsed my head on his chest. "I'm f- don't you dare finish that sentence y/n! You are not fat" "Yes I am! Look at me! Take a good long look at me and tell me I'm not fat!" He looked me up and down. "You look perfect to me. You are perfect to me. I love you so much I don't care what you look like. Skinny,fat,alien it doesn't matter because I love you for you. That's what matters. I hugged him tightly. He lifted my chin and kissed me. My first kiss might I add.

"Now,let's get your makeup fixed and lets go have some fun. He took my hand and I smiled.

By for now my loves