palaye royale imagines (Requests Open)

how have you been (emerson)

"Y/n,there's something I need to tell you" your boyfriend of two years said. "What is it Em?" You scooted over on your bed so he could have a spot. "I...umm...how should I say this...this was easier in my head...okay...umm...
Imdroppingoutofschoolandstartingabandwithsebastainandremington"

It took you a minute to understand what he said. "So your dropping out your sophomore year to be in a band?" "I kniw it sounds crazy but you have to trust me. There's just one problem" "What's that" "I have to move to California" "What?!" "It's the only way I can live me dream" I looked down at the floor."

"Y/n... I've been dreaming about this since I was twelve! Now I have my chance. I can finally live out my dreams." I just nodded. "So I'm  not apart of those dreams. I mumble. "Don't say that" He says. "No. I get it. High school relationships never last,huh. Besides, you'll have at least three girls a night with you 'rock star status' "That's not- Emerson!! We need to get going!" Sebastain called from downstairs. He kissed the top of my head. "That won't happen, and I will talk to you everyday. I promise. 

present

That never happened. He didn't talk to me at all after he left. Not one text. Not one phone call. Nothing. 

Remington and Sebastian kept in contact. They told me about Emerson. How he's been with at least seven girls in five years. They said one stuck. They're coming over day after tomorrow. Emersons' bringing his girlfriend. what was her name again? Shy? Sounds familiar. 

Today's the day the boys are coming over. Turns out all they're girlfriends are coming over. Some guy named Daniel is also coming over. I'll have a full house later. 

Everyone shows up. First Remington and Monica. She's cool. Reminds me of myself. Sebastain, Larisa, and Daniel. Larisas' okay. Daniel is cool. He's basically another brother. Then. There's the man of the hour. When he walked in I was shocked. He wasen't the same baby face and voice kid I remember. He at least a foot taller than me. His once choppy haircut has now been replaced with luscious waves. His pirate look has gotten better. Tattoos scattered across his arms. 

"y/n?" he waved his hand in front of my face. I must have zoned out. "S-Sorry what?" "I wanted to introduce you to my girlfriend." For some reason that word felt like daggers being lodged into my heart. I remember when that word was addressed to me. "Where is she?" "She's in the living room." we walked into the living room and I saw her. A little shorter than me. Tan skin,dark hair, pink,full lips. Everything I'm not. So prettier than me. 

"You must be y/n! I've heard so much about you! Omg you're so pretty" I fake smile. "Likewise" I answer simply. I go to get some air on the deck outside.

I don't know why,but seeing Emerson with someone else just hurts. It should still be me. But I guess I shouldn't fall for someone who cut me out of their life for five years. I hear the back door open and look behind to Emerson. I just look forward again.

"Y/n,can we talk?" "Are you gonna give me a cheesy excuse for why you cut me out of your life?" "No. But I am gonna explain why I did" I stay silent for a minute. "Continue." He sits beside me. "I didn't stop talking to you on purpose." "Then why did you?" "The past five years I've been gone I've been writing,playing,touring,and meeting so many fans. I haven't had time for connection with anyone,but don't think i didn't go a day without thinking about you. I've missed you so much. Here,listen to this."

He pulled his phone out and had me listen to a song by them called ma Cherie. It was amazing. "Is it about shy?" "No. It's about you" I can't help the small smile on my face. He then shows me a song called teenage heartbrake queen. "Also about you" he tells me. I lose a few tears during that one. It reminds me of our past.

"Y/n... I want you in my life again. I still love you. Do you still love me?" I have to think about this. I can't ruin the relationship he already has. I want to be with him. But I can't.

I take his hand. He looks at me hopeful. "I love you,but I'm not ruining the relationship you already have. I'm not that kind of person. Don't breakup with her because she loves you. I can see it in her eyes. She's probably shooting me death  glares right now. I'll be your best friend again,but I won't be your girlfriend again." I walk back into the house. Leaving the little pirate boy probably heartbroken.

By for now my loves. New book should be up soon