Songfic! Amajiki x Reader Like I'm gonna loose you

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Sorry for the weird time jumps 

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I found myself dreaming
In silver and gold

"Do you take Tamaki Amajiki to be your husband..." The pastors voice was drowned out by memories and your own thoughts. You were so lucky to be standing here right now, a beautiful white dress that was simple in design with small intricate designs of gold and silver dancing along the hem in a ballet-like fashion. He was doing everything in his power not to cry, and, not to toot your own horn, but you were beautiful like this. As the daughter of the hero Best Jeanist, you were bound to look beautiful on your wedding day.

You felt eyes staring at you and you realized you were supposed to speak now.

"I do!" You exclaimed, embarrassment was not a good compliment to your makeup look.

"Then I pronounce you Husband and Wife, you may kiss the bride."

Like a scene from a movie
That every broken heart knows

"It seems like only yesterday that Y/n and Tamaki started dating. I remember when Y/n walked into the room, all of the guys lost their minds, bets were being places, pickup lines being crafted, but it all stopped when she walked over and sat in front of Tamaki here, turned around, and started talking to him." Mirio was giving his speech as best man and you laughed heartily, you also remember like it WAS yesterday. Excited chatter hit your ears, but you spied the one guy who didn't partake in it. Figuring he was the outcast, you took your chances with the elf-eared boy.

"And I remember when he came to me a few weeks later asking for help on asking her out." He paused, barely containing his chuckles, "He nearly started crying and was rambling incoherently, but now they're here. Cheers to Y/n and Tamaki Amajiki, the next great hero couple."

A round of champagne glasses were raised and echoes of cheers led clinks of glasses as Mirio sat down and Y/B/F stood up.

We were walking on moonlight
And you pulled me close

"And he asked her out in the cutest way ever! They went on a walk in the park when they came upon the pavilion by the lake when he hugged her and asked her to be his girlfriend. Then they were inseparable, in fact, I don't think that they ever were apart or even fought! Anyway, I digress, much happiness to you both and many years of love, peace, and joy. To Y/n and Tamaki!"

Split second and you disappeared
And then I was all alone

You couldn't truthfully say that everything was perfect and you never doubted. Well, maybe not consciously, but your evil lying subconscious would plague you with dreams of him leaving you. In fact, the cruelest one was the night of your engagement. You moved in two weeks prior, but you were the unsure one, much different than your usual personalities.

'I don't love you, so leave.'

'Baby please!'

'Go!'

The cold air of winter rushed you and left you breathless on the side of the road, and you cried.

I woke up in tears
With you by my side

Luckily, your cold sweat was the cause of the shiver that awoke you. Panting breaths accidentally woke up your fiancé but his loving face was all you needed.

A breath of relief
And I realized
No, we're not promised tomorrow

There was a scary time in your relationship, it was in the third year of UA when the attack on Overhaul went down, and he was nearly killed. You visited him after surgery, and rather than getting the first word in, you were bombarded with inquiries on you and your classmates who were there. His anxious face was scarred and the flame-like patterns of his hair in that moment, were burned in your memory forever.

So I'm gonna love you like I'm gonna lose you
And I'm gonna hold you like I'm saying goodbye

He was too good to you, and you realized this every day, but it came to you as he led you onto the dance floor. He had known that a villain attack three weeks ago had given you a bad bruise on your lower back, and so instead of making himself more comfortable with placing his arm there, he held you tight, keeping his arms looped around you, threaded under yours and latched onto your shoulders.

"I love you so much Y/n." He whispered in your ear. You had to do your very best not to cry.

"I love you to, forever and always."

Wherever we're standing
I won't take you for granted

The door slammed behind you and you couldn't help but scream. You and Tamaki had just gotten into a fight over the name of your future daughter. You were only two months in, but you were sure it was a girl. It was clear you were being irrational and you turned back to go apologize when you saw him run out of the house suddenly in his superhero costume. You checked your phone for the notification that came two minutes ago which you willfully ignored.

"Villain attack on Dagoba street. All reinforcements needed." Feet hitting the pavement moved you forward and put you in a state of panic. Quickly changing once you got home, you rushed as fast as you could to the scene of destruction. It was a massacre. The villain had been defeated, but at what cost? The cost you couldn't bear, the death of your husband. He laid there coughing up blood. You ran at him as the ambulances hadn't arrived yet. A piece of metal shard was sticking out through his torso.

"Tamaki! No! You can't leave us!" you dragged his hands to your slightly exposed baby bump.

"I love you so much, forever and always. I'm sorry for yelling at you, I think it is a beautiful name, for the daughter of the most stunning star in the world." His eyes closed, chest stopped rising and falling.

~7 months later~

Welcome Ayane Tamaki Amajiki was printed on the birth certificate, and while it was supposed to be the most filling day of your life. You were just empty.

All alone.

'Cause we'll never know when, when we'll run out of time

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I really tried to make it mostly happy but...

um...

Hope you enjoyed!

(P.s. everyone's favorite cat-loving teacher is next!)

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