My Hero Academia One Shots ~Males x Reader~

Kaminari x Reader Disappointed

Okay, so unfortunately, the great writer @temperature- has stopped writing for her MHA one shots book. HOWEVER, she let me finish her draft for an angst Kaminari. Here is that draft! 

(I did edit her work to make it second pov and correct some word choice in my opinion, but please head over to her book if you want to read the original version. Her work is italicized, mine is regular.)

Without further ado, here is Disappointed 

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Quirk: Lie Detector- The user can tell any truth from lie (No duh). Anyone who tells a lie to the user feels a feeling like a knife to their heart, and super speed and strength are granted to user depending on the severity of the lie

The harsh winds blew every piece of hope you had left away as you walked home, alone. Kaminari couldn't make it, as he had been bust this pas week with unknown arrangements. He never told you anything about it from the time the two of you started dating, but you figured it was him just getting used to being around you. It had only been four months ago that you guys had started dating. That's only...

"One hundred and," you painfully laughed, doubt starting to build up, "twenty days."

As you reached your destination, you felt more and more vulnerable. The creaky door swung open and revealed the normally occupied house. Usually you would have your parents to talk to, but they were on vacation, as both were pro-heroes. You didn't want to call them and disturb with your petty emotions when they could be relaxing. You were confused about everything; you knew you loved Kaminari more than anything but you always got a heavy feeling in your chest whenever you would talk. Lately it'd been bugging you more than usual, so you had-unbeknownst to him, put some distance between the two of you. Eventually the feelings of doubt faded as you talked to the girls in your class about it...but whenever you talked to them, you couldn't help but notice how fake their words seemed.

The thing that they never failed to mention was that they were always there for you, which most of all was unsettling. Why would they feel the need to remind you if they knew you knew? Were they pitying you? Did they know something you didn't?

"All these thoughts are starting to hurt my head." You sighed as you set down your bag and took off your shoes. A noise caused you to turn around and face the now open door. Your e/c iris' widened, meeting a familiar pair of golden eyes. "K-Kami—"

"Thought I'd drop by." He cut you off. Your eyes looked down for one second but the moment you looked away, the heavy feeling of earlier returned, "Are you okay?" The blonde asked, taking steps toward you.

Your hand raised, lightly keeping him back, "Yeah. I just ate something bad, y'know?"

Kaminari chuckled, "Did Kirishima make you something? He probably put a croc in by accident. Maybe confused it with a squash or something."

Your chest constricted as you put out a fake laugh, "Haha...yeah."

"So...I'm sorry for being busy this whole week I have to...err...study with Mineta. But I promise that next week we will be able to hang out more!" A thin smile grew itself on his face.

"I guess I will see you next week then, Kaminari." A painful grin etched itself on yours. He stepped out, closing the door behind him.

Your eyes started to water as you bit your lip; you had grown familiar to these feelings. They overwhelmed you at first, but now it just felt natural. It felt right to cry. All your recent interactions with him had pained you in some form or another. All that came of your negative thoughts was a sum of sadness that wouldn't leave your mind no matter how hard you tried to push them out and build a wall to keep them there. When you would see him talking to other people, they would be there later in your mind's eye, telling you things you hoped would never be true. You couldn't deny those thoughts because he's never told you anything! Whenever he would talk to you, your good memories would only feel more and more distant, like you will never create new ones and never get the old ones back. He made you so vulnerable without even knowing it. A fog would enter your mind when you would contemplate your relationship, everything was out of place, but you couldn't fix it. You were always trying but nothing was working.