My Hero Academia One Shots ~Males x Reader~

Songfic! Midoriya x Reader Breathe Me >Triggering<

This one has many mature themes, don't read if triggered.

Assault, nightmares, Ptsd

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Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before

A buzz came from your phone that lay cracked across the room and you couldn't help but go and read it. Your fingerprint unlocking it. The little green icon followed with a name by three red hearts in a series of grey boxes extending past the length of the screen.

"Y/n, let's have a little fun 😏"

"I told you to be here two minutes ago."

"Y/n? where the fuck are you?"

"Y/N!!!"

"Y/N!!!!!!!!"

"YOU FUCKING BITCH! GET YOUR PUSSY OVER HERE NOW! I AM HORNY!"

"I NEED TO SMASH YOU!"

"LET ME HAVE YOUR VIRGINITY!"

"GET HERE NOW YOU LITTLE WHORE!"

"BEFORE I FIND YOU AND KILL YOU AND WHOEVER IS TAKING MY PLACE IN YOUR LIFE!"

"No please leave me alone."

You bravely typed before allowing yourself to curl up on the floor where you stayed to cry.

"This is all my fault. What have I done to myself?" You heard your door unlocking. You had told Eric where your key was, for sure you were about to be raped and killed in your own home.

"Y/n?" That wasn't Eric.

Hurt myself again today
And the worst part is there's no one else to blame

"Why do you keep going back to him when he does this to you?" your friend asked a very valid point as he bandaged cuts from a beating that happened not two hours ago.

"Because he loves me." You stated the lie as if it were text in an encyclopedia, a fact.

"No! He doesn't." Midoriya grabbed your face, shaking it, "This isn't love! Love is giving 100% to show the other person you love them and give them the best of you and change the worst of you." You were confused, this wasn't what Eric was doing, but if this was truly love.

"Y/NNNNNN!" a voice rang out as your apartment door slammed open, several screws coming loose in the process.

"Shit! He can't know you were here!" You whisper yelled, shoving him and his phone in the closet. Two heavy feet were stomping in as you closed the door shut.

"Hey babe." You gave your best innocent smile. He grunted and pinned you against the wall.

"Now, enough waiting and stalling." He smirked and pressed his face to yours, his teeth biting your lips, blood savagely falling into his tongue, turning him on even more. His tongue forced its way into your mouth and licked everything it could. You were in the process of trying to object by saying you were on your period or something when two wooden sliding doors opened.

"Eric Traverse, you are under arrest for Domestic abuse and destruction of property." Izuku continued to say his rights as he walked toward you two. Eric pushed you aside, his super strength kicking into gear and accidentally snapping your arm in the process and your head hitting a corner of your desk. Pain. Then nothing but darkness.

Be my friend, hold me
Wrap me up, unfold me
I am small, I'm needy

You sat in a hospital bed with your arm in a sling, a bandage over your right eye, a wrap with an icepack on top, and several bandages over you. It was silent in the room except for a bird sitting on the window and chirping loudly. It brought you great joy to see such a happy burst of robin red, until the opposing broccoli green pigment came in the other entrance.

"Hi." You said nervously, wishing you could get up and hug him. He just sat, a chair pulled up to your bedside, and rested his head on your blanketed lap. You moved your free hand to his head, hoping to soothe him when his had reached up and met yours.

"I wish I would've acted sooner, I am so sorry Y/n." He kissed the back off your palm and a crying blush arose on your face.

"You were perfect. I can't thank you enough." You leaned as far forward as you could and lucky for you, it was just enough to reach his cheek. You kissed it and he turned as read as you were.

Ouch, I have lost myself again
Lost myself and I am nowhere to be found

You ran from corridor to corridor, through an endless series of doors, but each one was worse than the last. You were bound, chained in some way, whether it is actual bonds, or just fear, but you had submitted to a life of abuse and heart ache. A tv broadcast of the wedding of Uravity and Deku played as you did the dishes. You smiled only to be met with a fist and ceramic shattering right next to your eyes which you turned up at your attacker. He had a psychotic grin as he reached for you. You turned your face down to see you were wearing nothing but a dress of shameful bruises and stitches of scar tissue.

You sat up screaming, your hands immediately flying to the opposite shoulder so as to cover yourself. A concerned Izuku sat up next to you. His hands reached out for yours groggily in the dark. You leaned to turn on the light so he slumped sideways.

"was it-" He yawned as he began to wake up and assess the situation of your tear stained face and curling in a fetal position next to him.

"mhm." Was all he needed to hug you and rub your back as he whispered adoring affirmations in your ear.

"You are safe."

Yeah, I think that I might break
Lost myself again and I feel unsafe

"I'm losing it." You lurched forward after thirty minutes of comfort. A kick in your large abdomen sent you reaching for the garbage can.

"I can't raise him, I'm not strong enough, I'll break." You looked at Izuku after fixing yourself. He pulled you close. A year had gone by, and he was one of two arms that could hold you. The other being your mother, as your father had died in a villain attack years ago.

"You are so strong, I can't imagine the pain you went through, and I know you can do this if you can survive the past. I will never leave you." You nodded and began to nod off to sleep in his arms, taking one big inhale of his scent before drifting off to a peaceful sleep.

Warm me up and breathe me

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Oof

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