Unwanted

10

" Excuse me!" The heat of Marcus's stare and the power behind his voice has me ready  to piss my pants or well,dress.

" Kierra!"  Mikel is running to me.

" Alpha she's confused. She didn't mean it in a negative was. Right Kiki?"

" No, I'm not confused Mikel. They treat Alex like shit. They call him weak and why because he's blind? Or is it because he's not a Blackfoot? Oh I know it's because no one defends him? Take your pick. What kind of people , adults at that do that to a kid. 

So no I will not be apart of something that believes that hurting a kid is okay. If joining this tribe means I have to tell Alex to just keep his head down instead of standing up for himself, well then my answer is no. Dylan doesn't deserve that!" Screaming it out so they all can hear how disgusting I think they are.

"Dylan? Kiki I get it you couldn't save him so now your trying to create a problem so you can save Alex but Kiki he's not your brother."

" Fuck you Mikel!" Storming off. 

I can't believe he said that. Fuck I can't believe he even thinks that. Dylan was his brother to, yes granted he never knew about him but to act like it's no big deal that he's gone. Add on the fact that he said Alex wasn't my brother in front of him and the tribe. A tribe that treats a child like shit. How could he be so heartless?  

He might not have grown up with our mother but he just might have more of her in him then I thought.

Heartless....

Before I know it I'm at the waterfall,  Where I met Jay, only I'm not alone.

A girls giggle followed by her very loud moan makes me come to a dead stop. A small voice in the back of my head is begging me not to look, but it's too late.

Jay is on his back being rode by a good looking bleach blond. 

"I love you baby." Awful dye job bitch moans out.

"I love you to Ashley." Jay's words makes my heart brake and tears burn my eyes.

Running back to the house forcing my tears to dry up. It's ludacris to almost be crying over a stranger that I had one short conversation with. Which is now making me feel as though I am betraying Liam. The most loyal guy a girl could ask for. The one that has stood by me since forever.

The one that loves me!

As soon as get back to the house I see that all the cars are back. 

'fuck'

Walking in the door all hell breaks loose. Mikel is yelling at me, Blackfoot yelling at Mikel for screaming at me, The grandparents are arguing. 

"Enough" screaming out with as much power as I can muster. Everyone stops and looks at me. 

"I'm sorry this is all my fault, but I meant what I said. I'm not joining. In fact I need to go see Liam. I'll be back tomorrow. " Grabbing my keys.

Walking to my truck and images of Jay flashes in my head and my heart stings. 

"Kiki don't leave" Blackfoot grabs the drivers door before I can slam it. 

"I'll be back I just need to clear my head, everything is happening so fast and I just need to breath. With someone that loves and knows me and that I know." Low blow I know, but it's the only thing I could think of to get him to back off. And by the look on his face it worked.

" Drive safe call if you need me, please." Closing my door.

The whole drive to U.V , I am thinking of anything that will keep the images of Jay and her at bay. Doesn't work.I don't know her and I hate her! Realizing I'm jealous  while laughing uncontrollably. I had a 10 minute conversation with the boy and now I feel as if he's betrayed me! I should get another C.T scan obviously the accident knocked a few screws loose. 

Parking in front of Liam's  dorm has me wishing that when Blackfoot said call if needed I checked to confirm that I even had my phone, which I don't. In such a rush to avoid the conflict unfolding in the Blackfoot house. 

I'm a runner as my dad would say. When shit gets real I bolt. Emotions are not my strong suit. 

We all have our weaknesses.

Finally finding Liam's room after asking multiple drunk people. I can hear loud slow music playing causing me to basically bang on the door. Liam opens the door in his boxers his hair is a mess and his lips are swollen.

"Kiki! what are you doing here?" Liam asks looking guilty as sin. 

"Hurry up baby I'm starving." A girl hugs Liam from behind wearing his shirt.

A shirt I bought him!

"You have got to be fucking kidding me." Here I was feeling guilty for having thoughts about another boy and he was sticking his cock in a bitch the second he gets to school.

" Kiki baby I can explain." Liam say's as I turn to walk away.

I whip around " Explain? Ha that's funny it's pretty obvious what's going on, Oh but in case you need me to explain we are done!" I look behind Liam to the chick that is fucking my boyfriend. 

" He's all your sweetie."

Running to my car one because Liam is chasing after me and two because his betrayal really has no effect on me what so ever. There's no heart hurting, No tears trying to escape. Getting in my truck and revving the engine Liam trying to open my door while banging on the window.

"Baby I love you, I'm sorry. Let's talk about this." Speeding off,  peeling wheels as I do so.

It's been one shitty night that's for  sure.

Getting back to the house mid morning only Lexi and Alex are  home guess I should count this as a win.

"You want to talk about it?" Lexi ask in a very mothering tone.

"No" How can I talk about what I'm feeling when I don't even know my damn self.

"Okay, but Kiki I am here whenever you need too. Also I want to thank you for what you did for Alex. I think you're his new hero."

That brings a smile to my face. I'm glad he knows he's not alone.  walking to the sink to get a much needed glass of water , I spot Alex sitting in the back yard through the window.

" He's a good kid one who doesn't deserve the way he is treated." 

I want to ask Lexi why she allows it, but before I can I spot a huge gray wolf racing towards Alex.

"Alex!" screaming while rushing out the back door to get to him.

'No I can't lose him. Not again'

Running as fast as my little legs will carry. The wolf is almost at him.

"NO" Leaping in front of Alex landing on all fours growling.

Growling? I look down to my feet only to see two very large black paws.