Unwanted

23

"Where have you been child?" Grandpa Kane is waiting on the Blackfoot's porch for me when I return from talking with Alpha Cross.

" I was at the falls. I just needed some space."

"I can understand that Kiki, but please just try and stay on pack lands."

I know I'm not mad at him, which is why even I don't comprehend the words that fly out of my mouth.

"Why so I can be safe? Correct me if I'm wrong but isn't it these land where I was taken from?"

"Your anger is understandable as well as expected girl, so try as you might to push me away. It won't work but at least you'll be taking it out on me instead of your brother."

"Alex is the best person I know." Smart ass I know, but I want him to try and justify what Mikel has done. I'm itching for a fight and I don't give a fuck who is on the other end of my rage at this point.

"Please."

"Kane let her be." Grandma stops Kane from wasting his breath.

All talk of that boy will fall on death ears as far as I'm concern.

"She will deal with Mikel when she is ready and not a moment before. You go and help Alex with the clean up."

The old man grumbles but does as his wife has ordered.

" You want to go to the falls then you go to the falls just maybe let my old ass know where you are so no more years are taken off my end date huh?"

Rolling my eyes but Grams can see the small smile I give.

"I wasn't alone. Alpha Cross kept me company."

"Well that's good. He's a good man, and from what I can see a great Alpha. I want you to know that you can always come stay at our house just while you and your brother are at odds if you want."

"Thank's grams I'll keep that in mind." I can hear that the house is still in full swing and I damn sure don't want to deal with anyone right now.

"I'm just going to take a walk. Tell the old man I'll stay on Lunar lands!"

I leave with Grandma Diana giggling. At least I can still make people laugh.

My miserable ass damn sure doesn't love company. Every step I take another flash of his hands on me, of his lips touching my skin. Every fucking thrust he made.

Dry heaving. My stomach is trying to force out nothingness. Of course more God damn tears. Looking up to the moon. I wonder how much pain and suffering it's seen? The lucky thing gets to stay safe with the stars.

Voices carry and when the wind shifts I can smell Ash and Lisa?

" She hates me Ash." She's crying. Oh well.

"No she doesn't. Kiki's been through a lot and she's just trying to deal the only way she can. She'll come around."

Stop lying to the bitch Ash.

" You should have heard the things she said to me tonight. You weren't there but I seen the hate in her eye's."

"What were you even doing there? We told you to stay away from the Blackfoot house."

Good question.

Lisa cries harder which in turn makes me roll my eyes so damn hard. I think I did a full circle roll!

"Mikel broke up me today. He said he couldn't cause his sister more pain. He even said that she was right about his mate and that we should stop before I get to involved and he breaks my heart. Ash I was already in too deep. I love him so I went to see him. He said Kiki hasn't been coming out of her room so I thought." Her sobs cut her off making Ash wrap his arms around her shaking body.

I feel nothing while watching her pain. There is no sadness for the girl that I once called a friend, But I'm not happy to see her hurt either. I'm just numb to it all.

Oh but there is shock when I see her lips crash to Ash's, and I don't see him pushing her away. Well damn when I called her a whore I was spot fucking on!

Walking away this is not what I came out here for. I can't help but laugh She loves Mikel so much but she shoves her tongue down his best friends throat first chance she get's?

'Whore' Floats through my head. The same voice from the car and the hospital.

'If your my wolf and I think your are. Can we please shift? Please!'

Damn it!

Giving up on talking to what I believe is my beast. It's time to go home.

All the lights are out and everyone's breathing is even. So I'm safe from the lecture on my mouth especially when Alex is around. To be fair I felt like a right bitch once I calmed down and realized Alex was at the table. I hope I didn't scare him to much.

"Kiki"

My wolf bristles which so far is only caused by one person. Waiting for me in my room is the last person I ever want to see.

"What is it Mikel it's late and I'm tired."

Looking at him, and I mean really looking at him for the first time since I was found. He's lost weight, once golden colored skin looks sick from lack of sun. Eye's are so red and swollen. He look's as weak as I feel.

"I know you can't forgive me right now, and I honestly can't blame you, but I am going to start proving that you can trust me. This I swear. You need to see proof that I'll always protect you." He stand's taller growing bigger right before my eye's.

It's a promise he's making for himself. A promise I'll never want.

"I broke up with Lisa today. I didn't invite her to our home. I made her leave right after you did. I swear to you my sister."

"I know I heard her say it."

We hold eyes for a moment. Waiting for his shoulders to relax before I send the blows. Once he exhales I smirk.

"Right before she shoved her tongue into Ash's mouth."