What in the hell am I doing in this dress?
I stood in front of a full length mirror in my room, contemplating my apperance.
Im having a dinner date with Matthew.
This will be our last night out in Paris. Babalik na kami ng Pilipinas within two days. At hanggang ngayon ay hindi ko pa rin nasasabi kay Matt na buntis ako.
Natatakot ako kahit sinabi sa akin ni Marc na maging honest lang daw ako kay Matt at sabihin ang totoo dahil may karapatan itong malaman ang lahat.
So I decided to tell him sa dinner date namin. Im hoping everything will be alright. Nahihirapan na akong magsinungaling sa kanya sa tuwing tinatanong niya bakit hindi ako umiinom ng gamot sa tuwing masama ang pakiramdam ko. At hirap na hirap na akong pigilan ang mood swings ko. Hindi rin ako makapagrequest kung ano ang gusto namin ng little angel ko. And lastly, gusto ko siyang makatabi matulog pero hindi ko masabi....dahil alam kong tatanggihan niya ako.
I frowned at myself in the mirror as I turned one way and then the other, trying to decide if I was overdressed. Or underdressed. Suot ko ang binigay na dress sa akin ni Jamie bago ako magpunta sa Paris. Hindi ko akalain na magagamit ko talaga ito.
The red dress was nothing but beautiful, the clingy silk material draped every curve of my body, ending at mid thigh and leaving a considerable amount of my legs on display.
I slipped my feet into a pair of matching shoes, a stiletto heels. Sakto lang ang taas nito. Mahirap na baka mahirapan kami ni little angel.
I shoved my long hair over my shoulder. Wala akong idea kung ano bang gagawin ko sa buhok ko, kaya hinayaan ko nalang itong nakalugay kahit medyo naiirita ako. Gusto ko na nga itong pagupitan.
I had added make up, something that I rarely bothered with. Kumakain kasi ito ng malaking oras at hindi rin ako sanay. And the result not something that I was sure I liked. Feeling ko ay masyadong makapal ang lipstick ko.
Oh, I need you Jamie.
Nagsisisi ako bakit kahit isang beses ay hindi ako umoo sa mga nagyaya sa akin sa isang dinner date. Wala tuloy akong idea kung ano ang gagawin. Im so nervous.
Go Kathy! Last night na to!
Taking one last look in the mirror, I scooped a small, black bag from the bed and headed for the kitchen.
I shifted one hand on my belly,
"Little angel, quiet ka lang ha. Dont worry sasabihin ko na kay Daddy mo ang lahat."
Calm down, Kathy. It's just a dinner date. No big deal.
Stopping at the entrance to the kitchen, I saw Matt dressed, ready and none too happy. He was standing near the cupboard, handsome as sin in a gray suit. His dark hair neatly groomed. He looked good enough to eat.
You already did that yesterday.
Ito kasing si Matt ay walang pinaglagpas na gabi. Minsan nga kinakabahan ako dahil baka makasama naman kay little angel ang gabi gabi na pag-aano.
"Oh good, Youre here. I was just-" Matt stopped in the mid sentence as he looked up at me.
"Im all set." I told him, trying to sound confident as I entered into the kitchen.
His eyes turned dark, his gaze roaming my body. Bigla naman akong nailang at kinabahan.
"Do I look all right?" Oh, shit. Maybe I was dressed all wrong.
"Youre stunning," he answered in a husky voice, his eyes finally landing on my face. "But youre showing way too much skin."
"Is that bad?"
"Im not sure that I want other men to see you this way." He stepped forward, stopping in front of me. Hinawakan niya ako sa balikat, he slowly caressed my bare skin, making me shudder from his sensual touch. "Youre way too much of a temptation."
Nagpakawala ako ng hininga na hindi ko naramdaman na pinipigilan ko na pala. Salamat naman sa Diyos at nagbunga ang matagal kong pag aayos sa salamin.
"Ikaw lang ang nagsasabi niyan Matthew. I think you need your eyes checked."
"Youre so fvcking beautiful that it almost hurts to look at you," he rumbled as he kissed me in the forehead. "My c*ck got hard the minute you walked into the room." hinawakan niya ang kamay ko at dinala ito sa alaga niya. He was so form and erect. Bigla akong naihi sa kilig.
God he smells so good.
I kissed his hard jaw, breathing deeply, loving his masculine scent. Pinagapang ko ang kamay ko sa kanyang alaga.
"Baby, you drive me insane," Matt groaned as he removed my wandering hand and lifted it to his lips, placing a warm, lingering kiss to my palm. "If we start this, we'll never get to our date. Not that I mind."
"Sayang naman yung reservation mo. Isa pa, last night na db?" and I need to tell you something. Kailangan matuloy ang dinner date natin.
"Kiss me and see," he answered, his arm sliding around my waist.
I could feel his warm breath on the side of my face. His tempting mouth was close. Lahat ng lakas ng meron.ako ay ginamit ko na para lang hindi matukso sa ginagawa ni Matthew.
"Matt....No. Lets go..."
He pouted like an infant whose favorite toy had been taken. "Tssss. Alright."
Little angel, ayaw magbehave ng Daddy mo. Wag kang tutulad sa kanya. Okay?
"You need a coat." his tone protective and demanding.
"I have one. Saglit, kukuhanin ko lang."
I went to my room, returning quickly to the kitchen with a black, tailoted jacket in hand.
Kinuha ni Matt sa kamay ko ang jacket at isinuot ito sa akin.
Turning me around, ibinutones niya ang lahat ng butones sa jacket ko.
He frowned. "Sapat na ba yan para hindi ka lamigin? Ang ikli kasi ng suot mo eh. "
"Yes. Its fine. We only have to get in and out of the car. I probably wouldnt have even worn a jacket kung hindi mo sinabi."
"Im still not sure if I like you showing that much skin." he said as he held my hand and headed for the door.
I bit my lip as shivers ran down my spine. His sexy voice was so possessive, para bang inaangkin niya ako.
"Sapat lang naman ang haba ng damit ko ah?" sabi ko.
"Every man there will be thinking the same thing as Im thinking," he told me. His expression unhappy. Isinarado niya ang pinto at inalalayan ako papunta sa elevator.
He pushed the button with the down symbol.
"At ano na naman iyon, Matthew?"
"That I want to fvck you," he answered bluntly, his hand coming to rest at the small of my back.
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a/n: as promised! update this monday dahil walang pasok! :)
para po sa mga readers na naguguluhan, chill lang po. as we go on sa story ay masasagot din ang mga tanong nyo. okay? :) di ko kayo pag iisipin ng matagal. mwa mwa :*
happy 20th chapter! parequest naman na next update ay kapag umabot na sa 20K reads? :"""""> *puffy eyes*
next chapter will be a BS.....sa.... elevator. excited na akong isulat to <3 <3 <3
love yah all!!!
