what should i do?// hwall (tbz)

The Victim

Y/N's POV

It was only a few minutes before our lunch break. I forgot to eat my breakfast this morning so I was really feeling hungry and getting impatient to hear the bell ring.

Hwall was surprisingly listening attentively to the teacher infront and I couldn't even focus on the fact that there was a discussion. I've been lowkey looking at Hwall from time to time and I can't seem to stop. The hairclip that Hwall gave me was still with me, in my pocket. I couldn't wear it because I was still so shy.

After almost ten minutes, our teacher bid goodbye to us and we had our lunch break. Hwall and I haven't talked to each other much ever since this week started and I was really getting worried. After that elevator incident, I haven't talked to Hwall normally. I thanked him through online but it wasn't enough. I'm dying to talk to him in person but I couldn't make the first move. I can't.

I saw Jaehan and Hyerin waiting for me outside the classroom. They smiled at me and I did the same at them.

I remembered yesterday, when Hyerin talked about her old friends and how glad she is that she's friends with Jaehan and I. Honestly, before even attending this school, I'm satisfied with the friendship that Jaehan and I had. But I guess, God has plans which is why He lets Hyerin join us. But hey, I don't hate Hyerin, I like her. Though Hwall really likes her. It's not my right to get mad at her for being Hwall's big crush. I can't blame Hwall having romantic feelings for an amazing girl.

"Hey!" Hyerin greeted cheerfully.

"Hi guys." I said.

We didn't talk to each other much, if we did, it was nonsense. We were walking down the stairs with a lot of people around us. There were a lot of pushing and accidentally hitting and it doesn't make me feel good at all, it makes me feel sick.

After passing the huge crowd, we finally got in the cafeteria and sat with The Boyz because there were no other tables left again. I sat beside Jacob and New and Hyunjae, who was looking at me, then at Juyeon, then me again, was sitting infront of me. I remembered what he said about Juyeon liking me. I took a glance at Juyeon who is right beside Hyunjae.

We made eye contact for three seconds then he smiled at me. That cute smile I always loved. He surely never forgets to always make my heart flutter.

After eating my food, I felt something weird in my stomach. I excused myself from all of them shyly and headed to the nearest comfort room. But when I got there, my stomach didn't feel weird anymore. I got out of the cubicle and washed my hands.

A girl whose heels were so noisy entered the room. She pulled out her small gucci bag and grabbed a lip gloss and powder. I looked at the enormous mirror infront of me, only to see who that girl was.

Chaewon.

She was one of Hyerin's old friends that she was talking about yesterday. I might be so unlucky today that I had to encounter her alone like this.

She noticed me looking at her and she smirked which made my blood boil.

"What's the matter, hun? Can't handle too much beauty?" She arrogantly asked me.

So trash is what they call beauty these days, huh?

I ignored her and didn't say anything. I pulled out some tissues and wiped my hands. I felt something in my pocket so I took out what was inside, only to see the hairclip Hwall gave me. I sighed at the thought that I couldn't even wear this. Yes, I'm all about clothes and fashion, but a hairclip with a small ribbon?

"I thought I saw Hwall buy that the other day. Turns out, you were the lucky girl." She said while not looking at me and continuously applying on her powder.