Scars // LH

Chapter16- You Could Be The Next Ariana Grande!

did the ice bucket yesterday, OMG it was freezing! But ohh well it for a good cause ;)

You Could Be The Next Ariana Grande!

The plane journey was kinda growing on me now. Depending on how long the ride took, I'd sleep for the first half and listen to music for the rest. It was a part of my life now. The travelling, the crazy fans, the messy boys, but him. Him most of all.

It was now 2.30pm, we'd be landing anytime soon in the half hour. I glanced down the line. Luke was fast asleep with his head on Ashton's shoulder, who was also listening to music. Calum and Michael were on the seats in front of us. I felt like that was the best position. For now.

I sighed and pressed my earphones into my ears, hitting the play button. I glanced out of the window, as the setting sun's rays hit my face, bouncing off the plane's wings. Sometimes it was nice to have some alone time, to just close your eyes and let everything wash over you. Sometimes you just needed it.

I missed Cassandra. Maybe that was part of why I was fed up. She was practically in tears when she left, and almost started me off. Michael had rolled his eyes and said "Typical girls." But he didn't understand how girls worked, how they felt...how they dealt with it.

Amnesia began to creep through my earphones, but I skipped the song quickly. Surely that would make me cry, and right now I just wanted to relax, not cry.

Out of the corner of my eye, Luke shifted slightly and sat up, rubbing his eyes. I grinned, waiting for the next song to play. "Hello, Sleepyhead."

Luke glanced at me, smiled, then leaned over so his head was on my shoulder instead. "How long have I been asleep?" I shrugged, glancing out of the window again. "About an hour."

Luke sat up and looked at me. "Are you okay?" I shared a look with him. His eyes looked big and sad; solemn. I forced a smile through gritted teeth. "Of course."

Luke smiled and tweaked my nose. "Well in that case, can I listen to music with you?" I giggled and nodded as he took one earphone out of my ear and plugged it into his own. I leaned back and squeezed my eyes shut, turning away from him. I almost wished at that point that I had kept Amnesia on. Because then I could explain how I felt to Luke without talking. I just wanted to tell him. I'm not fine at all.

The intro to Don't Stop blasted through the earphones. I glanced at Luke, and laughed when he winked at me. "Lets lighten this ride up, eh?" Then he started singing along with the music. Loud.

"You're like perfection, some kinda holiday."

"You got me thinking, that we can run away."

I laughed at him, signalling for him to stop, but he carried on singing. He didn't want to stop. Ashton glanced over and shook his head, but started to sing with him. Luke suddenly reached over and unplugged my earphones so that the music blasted through the plane. I started to laugh uncontrollably. "You guys are insane! You know that, right?"

"Don't stooooppp!" Now Michael and Calum had joined in. Even some of the stewardesses began to hum along. I clasped my hands over my ears and buried my head in my lap. I really wanted to join in, but I also wanted to be the grown up one here.

After a while, someone grabbed my hand from my face and hauled me up so I stood on the seat. It was Luke. I felt like that little kid at the party, the one that was scared of the big bear costume that came round and danced with the parents. Why was I so scared all of a sudden? I tried to squirm out of Luke's arms as Michael sang his part with the music. Everyone's beady little eyes were on me, even the co-pilot had came out to see what was going on. "Luke, no!" I whispered, pushing his hands away from me.