My Life As A Hoe

Chapter 17

O trapped me. I wasn't ready to have more kids I was only 19. I already spent my 19th birthday fat and pregnant and now I was gonna be spending my 20th the same way. Business has been good for my brother and he's thinking about expanding some more. He forgave Joy after what she did. I seen her sometimes but we never spoke and she was only allowed to look at my baby she knew better than to touch or talk to her. Me and O was doing ok because I was not ready to settle down and just take the same dick from the same nigga. I had a couple niggas on the side that would dick me down from time to time but Trey was a different story. I had a different kind of love for that man. I wanted him but O stalking ass wouldn't let that happy. Me, Trey and babygirl has been going on family dates. O always told me that if he found out she was with him he was gone kill me but ain't no man that's not my daughter father gone tell me what to do with MY child.
"How you gonna raise twins" Joy asked. I ignored her
"I hope she doesn't turn out like you" she said
"She won't because she got a mother that'll never leave her no matter what, something I didn't have" I said
"It wasn't a choice" she said stopping what she was doing and looking at me
"After y'all got out y'all could have came back but y'all didn't do it was a choice now stop talking to me before you be back on the streets" I said ready to pop off on her ass
"Be careful, I'm not who you think I am" she said right before my brother walked in. I knew I was gonna have to watch her.
"Where's O" I asked
"At the shop with crystal" he said
"Crystal?" I asked
"Yeah" he said. I grabbed my baby and we was on our way to the shop. Crystal was his ex and she was only ever around when she wanted him back.
When I pulled up I grabbed my baby and walked in giving my baby to her uncle T who was obsessed with her.
"Where is he" I asked
"The in the back" T said
I walked to the back and they was fucking. I wanted to beat the fuck outta both of them but two could play this game and I was gonna win.
"Ay I'm coming to get her tonight, I'm getting all my babies tonight" he said
"I don't know about that" I said grabbing her
"Nigga I'm getting my baby she gotta get used to being around her family y'all gone make her lil ass crazy" he said
"Ok fine, when O done fucking that bitch tell him be home by 10 I got a surprise" I said walking out. I don't understand why this man would get with me just to cheat. So I was gonna make him wish he never fucked that bitch.
It was going on 12 and I had just showered and was getting ready to go out. Since my stomach was still small I put on a dress that showed my curves. With some black and gold heels, my hair was up in a ponytail. O walked in while I was doing my eyebrows.
"Where the fuck you think you going" he asked. I ignored him
"India you don't hear me fucking talking to you.?" He said and I ignored him
"Leave our this house if you want to and watch what happens" he said
"Ok" I said spraying my perfume on and grabbing my keys
"See you when my baby get home" I said and hurried out the door. I had called my girls and we went to this party.
You ready to shake some ass" Bri said
"You know we stay ready" Ash said as we skipped the line. Security just looked at us and let us in. We walked to the bar and I got the same drink I was gonna be sipping all night because I couldn't get drunk.
"Girl he been looking at you since we got in here" Ash said to me
"Who" I said turning around
"Tae fine ass" she said and when I spotted him he signaled me to come over there. This was probably one nigga I was nervous around but I don't know why. I turned around and continued talking to my girls sipping on my drink.
"Ouu girl he coming" Ash said standing up
"Yeah we gone go dance while y'all talk" Bri said as they walked away.
"India? Right?" Tae asked as he sat next to me
"Mhm" I said not looking at him
"If you gone have a lil attitude just say you don't wanna talk to me and I'll leave, you fine and all but I ain't gone beg you shorty" he said causing me to look at him
"You fine and all too but it ain't gone be that easy ShOrTy" I said as I got up with my drink walking to my girls so I can dance with them. We was all having a good time throwing ass everywhere and we heard shots go off. Everybody started running and I felt somebody grab me and put me behind the bar.
"What the fuck is you doing I gotta get my friends" I said trying to get up and look for Bri and Ash
"They good I got somebody on that" he said pulling me back down and shooting at whoever he was shooting at. He sat down to reload but his back was towards me so I didn't know who it was so I snatched his hood off and he turned around
"Ay chill the fuck out man what you on" he said
"Awe look at lil Tae being captain save a hoe" I said giggling
"Come on we bouta get outta here" he said as we ran to the back door and got in his car.
"You want me to take you home ma" he asked looking me up and down
"No I want to come to your house" I said. He just smirked and started driving.
When we got to his house I went and took a shower and when I got out he wasn't there. But he had sent me a message saying he would be back he went to get something to eat. I didn't have any extra clothes so I just took one of his t-shirts and put that on. I was walking around his house just looking. He had a lot of weird ass pictures and he had a wall full of guns and knives and of course my curious ass want to play with them but I decided not to I didn't want my finger prints on anything. A whole hour went buy and I was in the back by the pool just relaxing. He came back and just sat next to me and didn't say anything for a while. I don't know why but I wanted to cry.
"You ok" he asked
"You don't have to pretend to care I know you just wanna fuck" I said
"You think you'd be here if I just wanted to fuck? Or I'd risk my life making sure you was good if I just wanted to fuck? Nah shorty it's pussy everywhere" he said
"You don't know me like that so why do you care" I asked
"You just don't remember me I was a lil ugly dude when you was little wearing two puff balls playing with dolls n shit, I used to hang with yo brother, remember I would always pull yo hair ? And throw them little rocks at you and make you cry?" He said laughing
"That was yo fat ass. I hated you, you was a fat ass bully" I said punching him in the arm
"I might of bullied you but I always made sure you was ok. But y'all just disappeared one day, I always asked Marie about you but she always told me you ain't wanna talk to me so I stopped trying" he said
"Yeah she was on some funny shit I don't fuck with her no more" I said
"So who killed her I know you know" he said
"I don't know anything we stopped talking she went M.I.A And next thing you know we hearing that she dead, that's her fault for trying to live a life she wasn't built for" I said
"Yeah you get what you ask for right" he said just staring at me
"Exactly" I said
"Come on this food ain't gone eat it's girl" he said getting up and giving me a hand. We walked to the kitchen and we ate and talked about nothing until about 7. We went to his room and laid down and was knocked out before we knew it.
I heard my phone ringing and seen that it was almost one
"I'm sorry T I'm about to come get her right now" I said still half sleep
"You ok I was calling to tell you we was keeping them again, I think she like us more than she like you" he said laughing
"Yeah whatever I'll be to get my baby tomorrow morning don't get used to this" I said as I hung up.
"You got so grown on me" Tae said rolling over and kissing me
"I'm a let that slide because you cute but don't be kissing me with yo nasty morning breath and I been grown" I said laughing
"You got a whole baby now" he said
"And 2 more on the way" I said
"You gone have my baby after" he said kissing my stomach
"So you still gone want me knowing I'm about to have 3 kids" I asked
"What you did before me is your business as long as you taking care of yourself and then kids the right way I don't give a fuck I'll love them like they mine" he said
"Awe look at you step daddy of the year" I said laughing
"Yeah I got some business to handle I'm a drop you off so you can go home and shower and check on yo friends and get some clothes I'll be back to pick you up tonight we gone go on a date" he said handing me some shorts.
I got dressed and he dropped me off and who was up waiting for me? O. "Here we go" I thought to myself.
"Where was you at? And why you damn near naked" he asked stopping what he was doing and looking at me
"Why wasn't you with Crystal? You not my nigga so don't question me" I said going to get in the shower.
"What the fuck is you talking about" he said following me
"So you gone sit here and lie bitch?" I asked
"I didn't fuck her, on my baby I ain't touch that bitch" he said lying to me
"So you gone gone lie on my baby you raggedy bitch! I SEEN YOU FUCKING HER, that's exactly why I been cheating in yo dumb ass, because you just like the rest a no good ass nigga" I yelled at him
"Maybe we should just break up" he said
"I'm not the one who wanted to be with you so by" I said waving bye at him
"Bitch I'm not going nowhere you got my mf babies you gone suck it up and deal with me" I had choking me. I just smiled and laughed at him. He better hope these mfs babies was his.