Another Shed Of Tears

I got tagged^^

Tagged by @xiuminista

Im warning you, wag kayo magagalit sakin especially Eonnie @xiuminista kasi may iba na parehong-pareho talaga tayo. Well, that's life. Ewan ko ba pero sadyang ganun din ugali ko.

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1. Born on 1997. Yeah kaedad ko si Jungkook ng BTS and si Bambam and Yugeom ng Got7. Im just 16 years old. Bata pako pero minsan matanda na magisip, minsan bata. Wala eh kaligayan ko yun. I need to be happy.

2. Im addicted to Kpop. In other words, Kpop-stan. Well not literally addicted like sasaeng, but addicted in a good way. Good way nga ba? Im so inlove with kpop song. Even though they say I can't understand what it means naniniwala ako na through music, there's no such things a language barrier. I started watching kdrama hanggang sa ost nila yung nakahiligan ko. Like Heartstring, dun talaga nagsimula. Cnblue was my first group to discover and until now inlove ako sakanila. Hanggang sa U-KISS, EXO and now B1A4. That was the top four na kinaadikan ko for months bago ako magdiscover ulit ng bago.

3. Music is my life and my healer. Music can make my life better, lighter and happier. Through music nakakapagrelax ako and nalilimutan ko yung problems ko. When I started plugging my earphones on my ear, I feel im in a different world. World that don't have worries and regrets. Whenever im in pain, makikinig lang ako sa music then after nun, ok nako. That's why Its my healer. It makes me feel like when everyone's turning me down, music gives me hope that there's still someone who I can actually trust and depend on. 

4. Im more into watching than reading and writing. Actually, nagbabasa lang ako ng story kapag ni-recommend lang siya or kapag sikat na, tamad kasi ako magdiscover. Watching, kasi mas gusto ko yung may action para feel na feel ko, tamad din kasi ako magimagine. But sometimes paginteresting binabasa ko talaga. Writing is just like my diary. I write base on my experience and what i really feel when a situation comes. Labasan ko kasi ng sama ng loob yan.

5. Internet is my source of my HAPPINESS. Aside from kpop music and groups, this is also my source of happiness. Why? because dito lang ako tumatawa ng malakas, as in. Whenever na nanonood ako ng variety shows, drama, interviews, etc. Hindi ko mapigilan tumawa at kiligin. Kaya my parents and my brothers are preventing me from using it even im watching in my phone. Basta basta na lang daw kasi ako tatawa.

6. Im also Repeating new songs. When i first discover CNBlue, i think two years bago ko nadiscover yung UKISS. Seriously, hindi pa naman ako addicted sa kpop nun, part time job ko lang yun pero in the past two years cnblue lang yung pinakikinggan kong kanta. Until recently, UKISS several months bago naging EXO. Hindi lang naman sila yung group na gusto ko I still know a lot of girlgroups and boysgroups, even had songs in my phone pero sila yung main na lagi kong pinakikinggan. Until recently, B1A4.

7. Im luxurious person. Maluho talaga akong tao. Especially, clothes, shoes and most importantly kpop merch. Gustong-gusto ko talaga magcollect pero sadyang I was born unlucky. Albums pa lang ang kinocollect ko dahil im still a student, mahirap magipon. Pero nagpipigil parin naman ako, kaya ayoko ng window shopping. Gusto ko pag nagshopping ako mabibili ko na agad.

8. Im sensitive. Dinadamdam ko lahat ng sinasabi sakin ng tao. Whether it is good or bad. Joke. Im easily offended. Actually, madali din ako umiyak kapag yung pinapanood kung drama is about friendship and family. Pero syempre kapag magisa lang ako, ayokong nakikita ako ng kahit na sino.

9. Im annoying. Wala pa naman nagsabi sakin pero nafefeel ko na annoying ako sa ibang tao. Whenever I watched new variety or discover anything, anyone that I can never easily forgotten, I always bragged about it to my friends. So even they don't say it, I know they are thinking that im annoying.

10. Food is my weakness. Give me food and I'll do whatever you want. Kaya taba taba ko eh. kekeke.

11. What you see in me is actually what I wanted you to see me. I know pareho kami ni eonnie @xiuminsta (sorry for copying) pero ganun talaga ako. Im also a great pretender. You'll never know, what's inside my mind, what's my real problem is. Im a joker whenever im with my friends or im at home but once you truly know me, you'll never know that i've hidden a lot of pain that I never dare to tell to someone. Kaya kong magpatawa at magadvice sa iba pero sarili ko hindi ko mapaligaya.

12. I hate sympathy. Higit sa lahat ayoko nung kinakaawaan ako. All i need is a friend who can listen and knows how to comfort me. Yung bang kahit hindi ko sabihin yung problema ko, I know I can depend on him/her.

13. Internet friends are better than your friends around you. Sometimes its true based on my opinion. They are more friendly, caring and understanding. Sila yung tipong kahit sa kabaliwan mo masasamahan ka. Even though you never met each other. Even though you live an ocean apart. They still cares about you like a sister or family.

14. Im seriously addicted to korean foods. In our school, they're selling korean foods, kaya kahit mahal bumibili pa din ako.

15. If you messed with her, you messed with me. To all of my friends be proud that you had me. LOL jk. haha Pero seriously, ganun ako if nasa tama naman ang situation. Ewan ko kung bakit hindi sila ganun sakin or wala lang talagang pagkakataon.

16. I drink soju. This is a secret. Actually,  yung first time sa tapat pa yun ng bahay namin and at the same time my father was also drinking liquor inside our house while us outside. My father doesn't know, he only thinks that we're just outside sitting and talking. Curious lang naman kami kaya tinikman namin, isang bote apat kaming naghahati hati, hindi pa nga naubos eh.

17. I love my mother. Even though i don't usually express it through words, but I always express it with actions. Actions speak louder than voice. I promise her that one day I'll bring her to Korea. Nagkainterest siya sa Namsan Tower dahil sa My Love From the Star. Haha

18. I play volleyball. Another stress reliever. Just a sport when I was elementary and highschool. Natigil na din kasi wala akong kalaro >__<

19. Im an alien coming from a star. Im totally a weird person. Minsan tatawa, iiyak, malulungkot sa mga maliliit na bagay. When it comes to friendship and family, mabilis bumiyak ang puso ko. Maybe because of my past. Sometimes magiisip ng kung ano-ano. Minsan nga parang minamaliit ko na yung sarili ko.

20. Im a loner. Not literally loner, because I tend to have a lot of friends. Makapal mukha ko eh. Pero alam niyo yung feeling na minsan nagiisa ka lang kahit ang daming nakapaligid sayo. Ramdam ko naman yun na ayaw nila sakin, parang napipilitan lang sila. There's something in my heart that's missing.

Thanks for tagging me! :)