Life is Life

I can't today

There are few things I don't know. One thing being how Kiba found out. It doesn't make any sense I mean we didn't do anything in public ever and even at the paintball place we were just talking.

I might've looked at him while he was getting changed but you can't just make a sudden realization from that ya know.

So no one knew but I'm sure some people might've thought we were dating. I can't ask him but I need to know. Well I needed to know now I guess I don't now because I didn't deny it.

Suigestsu probably knows which means he probably talked to Sasuke and whoever else. I don't know what to do during lunch today I'm not going to sit with them for Kibas sake. I don't want it to be hard for him I want to give him space.

I mean getting your heart crushed I'm sure it's a different kind of pain. I've never experienced unrequited love. I've experienced loss though is it a similar feeling?

I got up did my usual thing I wore dark colors today I hadn't noticed at the time but I do now. I walked downstairs and grabbed my paper bag lunch which this time is from my mom not my grandma and we walked to the car.

My grandma was tired I could tell but she still managed to smile when I told her so random story and anything I found funny. My grandma is very accepting and I know I can trust her with a lot of things it's just if she thinks my parents should know she'll tell them so I don't usually talk to her about things.

I walked into the school and straight to my locker I texted Sasuke earlier and he said he would meet me here.

I opened my locker and put my jacket and hat in it the locker is pointless for me since I keep everything in my bag and walk around with it.

I felt a tap on my shoulder and turned around Sasuke was standing there I smiled "good morning Sasuke"

He glared at me I was right he isn't a morning person. "Let's go to class early I need to talk to Kakashi" Sasuke said and turned to start his walk upstairs.

I followed and caught up with him quickly we walked in silence but I just like walking next to him. I don't know what's been going on lately but my parents have been a lot nicer and started talking more even to me.

Sasukes brother started talking to him more and I can see how much happier he is because of it.

"Want to hangout after school?" I asked

Sasuke looked at me and gave me a small smile "I can't Itachi wants me to go to some art museum with him. Maybe you can come actually"

Sasuke opened the door to Kakashis room and walked in I wonder when Asuma is going to be back. Not that I mind I love Kakashi.

"Can Naruto come with us to the museum it's going to be boring" Sasuke asked. Kakashi put down his book and nodded his head.

"Yes he can come I don't know why he wants us to go to this museum" Kakashi muttered.

"Maybe I shouldn't go then maybe he wants to spend time with you guys alone" I said putting my bag down next to my seat.

"No Naruto please come it will boring and Itachi likes art so he'll be busy" Sasuke gave me a look that said you're coming no matter what.

I laughed at Sasuke and then shoved his shoulder "fine I'll come" I took out my phone and texted my parents this time. I don't want another awkward light switch moment.

I don't think Kiba is here today I'm making my way to the cafeteria now and I haven't seen him all day so he's not here. That just makes me feel worse I feel like we should talk but what would I even say. No actually maybe we shouldn't talk

I sat down and pulled out my lunch I sat closer to Shikamaru today rather then Kibas seat. I didn't even think about life after high school because I just didn't care. I knew it would be similar to now I would have Kiba. But now I know it's not going to be how I imagined it. I thought Kiba would be with me. I don't think he will be.

"Shikamaru how is he, do you know?" I asked while opening my chips I'm not even hungry.

Shikamaru shook his head "No he hasn't answered my calls."

"Naruto you shouldn't worry about this it's not your fault and I'm sure Kiba is fine. That whole thing yesterday was a huge mess" I nodded my head Shikamaru was right.

Suigestsu was sitting with Sasuke I looked over at him and he smiled and waved. I smiled back though it was forced I'm glad Suigestsu isn't mad at me or anything. I know he's close with Kiba but he's also close with Sasuke. I turned back to Shikamaru and started talking. My mind was off somewhere else.

I waited for Sasuke at the stupid bench with my jacket and hat on. Kakashi and Sasuke came walking down the hall together. I got up and followed them.

"Yay we don't have to walk to Sasukes today!" I cheered I was getting tired of walking everywhere.

"Shut up walking is good for you, idiot" Sasuke snapped at me.

I laughed and shook my head "I don't care, we walk too much" I said back at him.

We got in Kakashis car Sasuke sat in the front and I sat in the back looking out the window.
When we finally reached Sasukes house I got out and waited anxiously for them.

"What's the matter?" Sasuke questioned with a smirk.

"I have to pee why the fuck are you walking so slow" I hissed at him Kakashi was still in the car on his phone.

Sasuke smiled and closed the car door walking slowly to the front door "just go in" he said.

I shook my head no. "Come on Sasuke just walk faster" Sasuke smiled.

I grabbed his hand and ran to the front door pushing it in and quickly taking my shoes off. I was still holding Sasukes hand when I reached the bathroom door.

"Sorry" I said and let go of his hand. I ran into the bathroom and closed the door.

When I was done I walked into the kitchen everyone was ready and waiting for me. Sasuke threw me a bag of chips which I did not catch. I whispered curse words as I went to pick them up.

My face was red and I angrily opened the chips taking one out and eating it. I glared at everyone in the room and sat at the table next Sasuke.

He poked my forehead and laughed "You need to learn to catch" he said.

I slapped his hand away "don't throw stuff at me!" I yelled and took another chip out of the bag.

Sasuke laughed his real laugh it was loud and wonderful. I shook my head and continued to eat my chips I'll just pretend to be mad.

"Alright let's go" Itachi said smiling at us. We all got up and left the house Sasuke and I in the back with Kakashi and Itachi in the front.