Life is Life

What happened

I stood up and stared down at Sasuke when I felt him squeeze my hand. I let go and really looked at him. He looks tired but a little better I mean he only slept for 3 hours that's not much.

"Sasuke" I smiled at him. He turned his head to the side and glared at the wall.

"I don't want to talk" he said "especially with him in the room" he glared at Itachi.

Itachi looked away sad, confused.

"Itachi cares about you and we want to help Sasuke" I really think Itachi should be in here. I don't know how to do this alone.

"I don't want to talk with him in here" Sasuke hissed.

I looked at Itachi he must've got the face I was giving him because he got up and left.

I sighed and got on the bed sitting next to Sasuke. I don't know if he'll let me touch him.

"Sasuke. Please tell me what happened" I carefully requested.

Sasuke looked at me and frowned "Naruto why are you here? I cheated on you"

"I love you" I answered honestly I do I love him.

Sasuke stiffened and then tears were just pouring out of him. I put my hand in his hair. I love his hair. I looked at him his arms they were really red, scratches were covering his arms I think they were scratches.

"What's wrong with your arms?" I asked and moved his shirt up father to look at them more. I looked at his neck red scratches there too. I moved his shirt collar down a little but he quickly slapped my hand away.

"I was trying to get the dirt off of me" He hissed and pulled his arm back.

"You did this in the shower?"
Sasuke looked away and nodded. Clearly he doesn't want to talk about that.

How hard was he scrubbing in order to do this?

"Why don't you want your brother in here? He loves you too and he's worried" I said moving my hand through his hair, he still wouldn't relax.

Sasuke sighed loudly I cringed at myself the face Sasuke was making filled with nothing pure hatred. "You don't understand Naruto. He left me, as soon as my parents died he left. And then out of no where he comes back fine and happy.

I nodded my head I remember him saying Itachi was dead, perhaps for a long time to Sasuke, Itachi was really dead. "If I say something he'll think this is too much and leave again" Sasukes voice growing softer and softer his eyes filled with worry. "I don't want him to leave, I don't want him to think less of me. I mean I'm a guy and guys don't go through that" I blinked and blinked does he honestly think guys don't get raped or harassed or anything.

"Sasuke guys get raped it's not only girls" I said I feel like he needs to know and right now he feels alone like he's the only guy that's ever been through this. "Itachi won't think less of you, I promise."

Sasuke shook his head "I'll tell you what happened but you won't want to stay after I do. Like I said, I'm dirty, I'm gross."

I closed my eyes "Sasuke I'm not going to leave you. Especially right now I want to be here for you"

Sasuke took a deep breathe and then closed he eyes.
"I was at this party and I just wanted to have fun with Neji and Gaara. I didn't even think I drank that much but I must've because my vision was blurring and I was blacking out. I wanted to lay down somewhere so I went upstairs but now I wish I just left" Sasuke took a deep breath and wiped his face he started to pull at his hair. "I shouldn't have gotten so drunk" Sasuke whispered.