Life is Life

No.

I stood in Sasukes room he was walking around his room in circles I've never seen him this distraught. "Sasuke"

He froze and looked up at me he walked over to me and grabbed my shoulders "No, what did they tell you?" he quickly asked. I was a little taken back not gonna lie. I wasn't sure how this conversation was going to go be he looks. Horrible, he looks dead.

"They told me that you" I took a deep breath and then looked him in the eyes. He looked like he hasn't slept in days this is what he looked like when he told me he cheated on me. When was the last time he slept?

"They told you. I don't know why they did that it's not the truth" He sounded like he trying to convince both of us.

"Sasuke you were raped" I finally said it. He wiped his face with both his hands, tears were forming in both of our eyes. He let go of me and punched the wall.

"That's not true!" he yelled. I don't know what to say I'm not a professional; he needs to talk to someone.

"Why isn't it true? Sasuke you woke up naked and you cant remember anything" He dropped onto the ground and wrapped his arms around his legs. "What happened Sasuke?"

"I'm a guy" he croaked I felt my heart squeeze for a second and then finally breathed I've never felt this way. I love him and I don't want to see him like this, I need to help.

I slowly crawled over to him and put my hand on his knee he quickly pulled back and looked at me his face was red tear stains and new tears. "Naruto, please don't I'm—I'm dirty" Sasuke cried. I heard myself gasp and wiped my tears. I don't know what to say. He's broken.

"You're not" I moved closer to him and quickly wrapped my arms around his body. I felt him unravel and cry into my chest.

"I can't remember everything, only spots and I don't like it! I don't want this. The clothes are in the closet in the back I didn't wash them. I didn't want to dirty the washer but I can't throw them out." My mind was racing he has the clothes. Sasuke looked at me "Why can't I throw them away?" he wept. I don't know.

"Sasuke, you need to sleep when was the last time you slept?"

Sasuke looked at me with wide eyes "I can't. I have memories" I nodded and ran my fingers through his hair. Sasuke kept crying into my chest and I just kept saying that he wasn't dirty or anything he thought he was but he just kept deny it.

Until finally he fell asleep.

I carefully set Sasuke down on his bed and left the room. Itachi was pacing back and forth in the living room. Kakashi was sitting in the edge of the couch looking just as stressed. They all stopped and looked at me when I made myself known.

"He said that he. He um has the clothes in his closet" I said and sat down on the couch I don't know if they can get anything off of it but the police need to be told.

"The clothes?" Itachi asked.

"Yeah that's all he said. he told me he didn't want to wash them because then the washer would have been. Dirty....." I was slowly losing my voice.

"He said it would get dirty?" Kakashi asked. I nodded my head Sasuke feels absolutely disgusting right now. He hates himself.

"Oh my god. He was raped. He was raped. I don't know what to do. I need to call the police" Itachi said as he continued to pace back and forth.

"I think Itachi is right. We should probably call the police and have Sasuke talk to someone." I said.

Everyone nodded their heads. "The only thing is Sasuke won't admit it. I think he should talk to a professional first, right?"

"I want justice for my brother" Itachi said as he stepped closer to me.

"Well I want to know that he's okay and right now he's not. He needs help." I said back perhaps a little more aggressive then needed.

"Itachi, Naruto might be right we should call a psychiatrist or psychologist or something." Kakashi said as he stood up from the couch.

"What's he doing now?" Kakashi asked.

"He's sleeping" I answered I should actually get back in there soon.

"He is? He hasn't slept in almost 5 days" Itachi said. He was relieved I could tell.

"He says he has bad dreams" I told them. Most likely memories of that night.
"Wait. He hasn't slept for 4 days and you didn't think that was weird?"

"Of course we thought it was weird! We didn't know anything until yesterday when Suigestsu begged Sasuke to tell him something" Itachi yelled. I nodded my head I really should relax more especially around Itachi they are brothers and I know their relationship has fixed exceptionally since he got back.

"We don't know how to help" Kakashi said.

"I don't know how to help either! He needs someone he can talk to and can help." I said which was true but I don't know if he would.

"He won't talk to anyone! Well except you" Itachi hissed.

"Well when I go up there, do you wanna join? I'm sure he wants his brother" I said trying to calm him down I at least hope he wants his brother but a part of me is telling me that Sasuke doesn't. Everyone needs to relax we don't want to seem angry especially towards Sasuke.

"Come on he might be up and I really wanna go back up there" I said turning back and walking up the stairs Itachi trailing behind me.

I opened the door Sasuke was still sleeping on the bed. I walked over and kneeled on the ground sitting beside the bed I grabbed his hand and held it.

Itachi pulled the office chair and sat at the end of the bed. I don't know when Sasuke will wake up but at least we will be here when he does.