My death way isn't so beautiful, but at least it is the most peaceful one that I could ever ask. Letting my life taken away by my own will is better than dying unexpectedly.
My name is Feng Ji Ann, an assassin. My work was dangerous, I could die anytime. But relentlessly, I survive all of it.
Why I work as assassin? It's all start by hatred and revenge. I hate my family, so to revenge, I choose the dark way. It's satisfying to kill them with my own hands. But at the same time, it made me feel empty.
I began to live like a lifeless doll, not afraid of death. I began to hate my own pathetic life. I began to develop depression. I want to relive, but it's no use. Because if I choose to quit the organization, they will kill me for betraying them.
So my easiest way is to end my own pathetic life.
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"Poor, silly girl" a voice echoed. I'm not sure where I am, and I can't see anything. But for sure, I still have my consciousness.
Little by little, this pitch black and cold place started to become warmer.
"Are you lonely, dear?"
"Yes" I answered.
"Do you feel sad?"
"Yes"
"Is there something in your heart that are not done"
I quieted for awhile before answered. "Many. Many, many things"
The warmess started to became brighter and I could see a bright light was shinning on me.
Suddenly, a flow of memory showed before me like a movie. As if it's mine, I could feel the feeling of the girl in the memory vividly. A varieties of emotions started to burst out.
It's my last life. What have I done in my last life that I became so miserable in my current life?
That girl, Annelestia Carnation De Diamax, the beautiful girl with wicked heart, full of hatred and revenge.
Why, why, why? Why can't I become more loving?
"Do you want second chance?"
The gentle voice before asked me.
I'm too tired, too tired of living. I want to stop, stop all of these shits. I feel like I want to cry, to scream, to wail as if I'm crazy.
I want to quit.
"Silly girl, you deserve to be loved" a voice rang through my mind, the voice of the only person who loved me. Mother.
I bitterly smiled as I mesmerizing the warm hug from mother as if she was here. As if she really here, giving me motivation to not give up.
"Yes" I answered.
Memoria:
Feather of Phoenix
『Reincarnated Villainess』
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Memoria: Feather of Phoenix 『Reincarnated Villainess』
Fantasy❛❛ I'm going to change my fate in this life ❜❜ Feng Ji Ann, an assassin who end her own life in depression, suddenly reincarnated as Annelestia Carnation, her previous life where she was executed for trying to murder her own fiance. Annelestia will...
