How He Broke

Becoming One (Tate's POV)

(WARNING SEXUAL CONTENT)

My heart was racing as Sage and I continued to make out, the moment getting more and more heated by the second. Soon my shoes and pants were removed, leaving me in my boxers.

She pulled away from me, my breath caught in my throat as she began to untie her robe. I swore I nearly fainted at the sight. She looked... absolutely stunning.

I couldn't take my eyes off of her. Everything about her was gorgeous, and I wanted to capture just how incredible she looked standing there.

"Okay.." She said, a blush forming on her cheeks.

"Okay." I smiled.

I watched as she reached back to unclip her bra, her blush growing.

"Do you think... maybe you could close your eyes?" She asked sheepishly. "I've never gotten this exposed before."

"Didn't you do this with, Matty?" I asked.

"Yeah but it was dark.." She admitted. "And I was already.. Ya know... I don't know.. It was different for some reason.. I'm just nervous in front of you." She admitted.

"Okay." I smiled, closing my eyes tight, even covering them for extra measure.

"No peeking!" She instructed.

"I'm not!" I laughed.

After a few moments Sage sighed. "O-Okay. You can look now." She said.

I uncovered my eyes and opened them slowly.

My eyes widened at the sight of her bare body. She was breathtaking, a true masterpiece.

She shifted uncomfortably under my gaze, her blush quadrupling in size as she moved to cover herself.

"Hey.." I cooed, standing as I approached her. "You don't need to hide yourself." I told her.

"I just..." She sighed, "I feel so... vulnerable. So exposed... so... ugly." She admitted.

I frowned. "You're not ugly, Sage." I said, brushing her hair back. "You're absolutely gorgeous."

She smiled slightly, allowing herself to relax a bit.

"You're the most beautiful girl I've ever seen." I told her before I began to kiss her neck, working my way down to her collar bone. I felt her melt against me.

I took this opportunity to lay her back against her bed. "I'm going to worship you and your body for as long as we live." I said, working my way down to her now exposed breast, making sure to be extra careful. "I'll never hurt you. I'll never mistreat you. I'll love every single one of your flaws." I told her, glancing up to catch her gaze.

I took my time to worship each of her breast, kissing and rubbing them gently. I made sure not to miss a single spot on them before I began kissing my way down her stomach.

I noticed the stretch-marks on her hips. I took the time to admire the way they reached outwards, allowing my fingers to trail over them delicately before I kissed each and every one of them.

"You're perfect, Sage." I told her after I had admired every stretch-mark.

I then began kissing my way down to her legs, noticing the scars from self-harm on the outer and inner parts of her thighs. 

I winced at the thought of her hurting herself like that. How could anyone so perfect inflict so much pain upon themselves? It didn't seem right, nor fair. 

I kissed every scar, making sure not to overlook a single one. 

I continued to reassure her, worship her endlessly through the night. My love for her was endless, I admired every part of her; flaw and all.

Once I was positive that I had worshiped every single imperfection, I crawled my way back up to her. 

I kissed her passionately, her lips moving in sync with mine before I stopped to gaze down at her.

"Are you ready?" I asked softly, careful not to pressure her into continuing. 

She bit her lip, nodding slowly. "I'm ready." She answered.

"We can stop at any time, Sage." I said, "Just say the word and we'll stop okay?"

"Okay." She smiled.

I balanced myself above her, all my weight in my left arm, my hand right beside her head.

I used my right hand to guide myself inside her before moving back to keep my balance above her.

Sage inhaled sharply, and it took everything I had to control myself as I allowed her to adjust. 

"Let me know when you're ready." I breathed, struggling to hold back.

"I'm ready." She said, her hands finding my back, her nails digging into my skin as I slowly began thrusting inside of her. 

Her moans edged me on, encouraged me to please her more and more.

"Tate." She moaned, her nails raking down my back as I thrusted deeper inside of her, causing my arms to become weak.

I collapsed on top of her, my arms hooking up underneath hers to hold her against me as I buried my face in the crook of her neck.

Sage wrapped her legs around me, giving me better access to go even deeper than before. I couldn't hold back my moans and she nails continued to claw at my back, her teeth sinking into the skin of my shoulder to suppress the moans that had begun to grow even louder. 

Instinctively, my legs moved so that I was now crouched over her. I moved to help guide myself back in before returning to my original position; my arms wrapped around her and face buried deep in the crook of her neck.

I felt Sage's body begin to shake as I bit down on the skin above her collar bone. She continued trembling, her moans turning into muffled screams as she continued to bite down on my skin.

She arched her back, her nails raking down my sides as I felt her release.

She continued to moan and whimper beneath me as I continued thrusting into her, my body shaking until I finally climaxed. 

I fell limp on top of her, both of our breathing heavy and uneven as Sage held onto me.

"I love you, Tate." She managed to say. "I love you so much."

"I love you too, Sage." I smiled, causing her to laugh before we kissed one another. 

I rolled off from on top of her, my hair sticking to my forehead with sweat. "I need a shower." I chuckled breathlessly.

"So do I." Sage giggled, turning her head to face me. "We'll get one in the morning." 

"Sounds good to me." I smiled.

I followed as Sage got under the covers, turning onto her side. 

I put an arm around her, pulling her towards me. "Goodnight, Sage." I said before kissing the back of her head.

"Goodnight, Tate." Sage replied, wrapping and arm over mine, holding me close to her bare body.  

That night we didn't have sex. No. It was much more meaningful than that. It was a bonding of our souls, of our bodies. A trust given from one person to another. I felt closer to her than I ever had before, creating a night that I will never forget.

(END OF WARNING)