Confessions Of A Football Player's Ex (Editing)

Chapter 7

Baby baby baby I got so much love in me!

Jesse got a girl sprung foreal. It's almost our 6 month anniversary and time has really gon by fast. It's homecoming time, his birthday is coming up and I think I'm gonna give him what he's been waiting for. Jesse has been asking me when am I goin to let him be my first and I've been holding out cause I wanted to wait a lil longer and but I can't wait any longer. Getting head and fingered by him isn't enough anymore. I need something more!

October 14

Jesse and I went to church Sunday and he had a surprise for me. He bought me a mum for homecoming! At first I was like what the hell is a mum? But then he told me what it was and he laughed at me.

After church, I went home with Jesse and I knew exactly what we were going to do but he didn't know what I had in store for him. We were sitting on the couch watching tv and holding hands. I kissed him and said

"I wanna do somethin baby." I said kissing on him.

"You wanna make love?" He said looking at me.

"Yes baby come on." I said getting up off the couch.

Jesse picked me up and I wrapped my legs around his waist as he carried me up the stairs kissing me passionately.

I can't believe that I'm finally about to do it.

He laid me on the bed and got on top of me and started to kiss on my neck and trailed down to my boobs. He sucked nibbled and licked my nipple making me wet as hell. He took off my pants and pushed my panties to the side and began pushing his thick fingers in me making me moan and bite my lip. He went down and started suckin on my pearl while he pushed his fingers in and out of me as I pushed his head down. He pulled out his manhood and my eyes got big because it was so big. He got back on top of me and hovered over me as he slowly pushed it inside of me. It hurt so bad but I let him keep goin until he was all the way in. He started strokin nice and slow. I started kissin him and holdin him close to me. As he kept goin I started feelin good I moaned in his ear "faster" he sped up making me cum and moan louder. As he kept strokin in and out of me faster I started to scratch his back each time he went deeper and faster. As he kept goin I began to feel my first orgasm. I moaned as it began waving over me. He flipped me over and pushed my hips to his and started to hit it from the back. He grabbed my hair as he stroked faster making me moan louder. I felt my second orgasm. We fell asleep in the bed. I just lost my virginity for the first time to the guy I love so much. I couldn't imagine myself with anybody else but him. I love Jesse Johnson. I can't wait to be Mrs. Shae Johnson