BTS Imagines 2 [REWRITING]

Namjoon ♡ Secret Love Song [request]

Published: March 25, 2019
Rewritten: November 2, 2024

Word count: 1,630

Requested by @airiyuna
Based on Secret Love Song by Little Mix. I used the lyrics for the Pt II version because it fits Y/n's POV better

DO NOT read or interact if you're under 14

We keep behind closed doors

You'd just finished editing an upcoming YouTube video for your channel, saving your progress and closing your laptop. You were a fairly well-known YouTuber and currently dating Kim Namjoon of BTS.
The both of you had been together for a year and a half and have had to keep it a secret from the public. It was the only way you two were allowed to date. You'd been told that if word got out, it would be bad for the group and the company due to the standards in the K-pop industry. You and Namjoon didn't quite agree that idols needed to keep their dating life a secret, but you did what the company suggested.

Every time I see you I die a little more

You watched Namjoon walk past you with the other members as they walked up on stage to accept yet another award to add to their growing collection. He smiled brightly and waved to the crowd, thanking ARMY for the award and talking about how grateful they all were. His eyes met yours for just a second before pulling away.
A little part of you died whenever you were in public with him in this way. If either of you were at the same event, in this case an awards show, you couldn't sit with each other, speak to each other, and you couldn't look at each other for too long or else people might get suspicious. If there's one thing you learned about the K-pop industry, it's that some "fans" watched their favored idols very closely.

Stolen moments that we steal as the curtain falls
It'll never be enough

The awards show came to a close and you made your way backstage, your eyes scanning the halls before you slipped into BTS' dressing room.
"Y/n." Namjoon's face lit up when he saw you, pulling you into a tight hug.
"Hi, handsome."
"I saw you in the crowd. You look so gorgeous." He grinned, his eyes scanning you appreciatively.
"Thank you. You look very high class tonight."
"Thanks. The stylists did pretty good."
"They did amazing." Your hands smoothed down the collar of his sleek suit jacket. "Congrats on the award, by the way."
"Thank you, baby." Namjoon glanced back at Jin and Hoseok, who were looking at their new addition to their trophy collection. "I'm really proud of us."
"I'm proud of you guys too." You leaned in to press a kiss to his cheek.
You were grateful to have been invited to the awards show. Influencers often got invited to events like this and you were lucky enough to receive an invite to the same music awards show as Namjoon.
"Come on. Hang out for a bit." Namjoon moved his hand to your lower back and guided you over to a couch.
Though moments like that were appreciated, they just weren't enough and left you feeling a little incomplete.