I hated that I was sentenced to Deadman Wonderland. I hate it here. This shit hole of a prison I believe is worse than Hell itself. I'm really pathetic, I'm the weakest person here I think. I can't defend myself half the time, but I ended up here because I killed someone while defending myself. However there was a video leaked with me saying that I had done it intentionally.
I sigh as I was pushing the dirty uniform cart towards the laundry room. It was early in the morning so not many of the others were awake at this time. As I pushed the cart I bumped into something causing me to stop and take a step back. I look up and see a really tall guy with big muscles. However he was not attractive, he was scary.
"S-sorry. I-I wasn't paying a-attention to w-were I was g-going." I say stuttering and fearing what he was capable of doing. He walked over to me as I walked backwards away from him, until my back hit a wall. He grabbed me by the throat and pushed me into the wall.
"Oh you'll be sorry alright sweetheart." he says in a scary tone. I felt tears welling up in my eyes, beginning to blur my vision.
"Let go of the girl." says a guard as they were making their rounds. The guy turned to the guard.
"Why should I?" he asked. The Guard pulled a gun out. Weather or not it was a stun gun or a real gun I have no clue and I really would rather not figure it out.
"Do as I say and leave the girl alone!" yells the guard. The guy looks at me and chuckles.
"You got lucky this time girly. Next time I won't take as long to deal with you." he whispers as he let's go of my throat and walks away. I wipe the tears from my eyes and get to pushing my cart again, before I got shit from the guard. Once I got to the laundry room I gave my cart to one of the people in there who was in charge of washing the clothes. I turn to walk out and bump into someone else.
"I'm sorry! Please don't hurt me!" I say closing my eyes and shielding my face with my arms. I was waiting on someone to punch me or... something, but nothing happened. Someone placed their hands gently on my arms. I lowered my arms and looked at who I bumped into. I saw Yo standing there looking at me with concern filled eyes.
"Why would I hurt you?" he asked. I looked away trying to hide my face behind my hair. I have always found Yo very attractive.
"I-I have to go." I say getting out of his grip and walking away from him. Now everyone was starting to come out of their cells. I hid amongst the crowd to lose Yo. After I passed a few more inmates I looked back and I had lost sight of Yo, so that meant that he had lost sight of me. I made my way towards the cafeteria from a different direction.
Once in the cafeteria I made sure to keep my eyes open to avoid Yo at all costs. I have this bad habit of rambling when he's around and I always end up embarrassing myself. So I'm trying to avoid the whole thing by keeping away from him. Once I had my tray of food I found a seat in the farthest corner hoping Yo wouldn't look for me there.
Luckily Yo didn't see me. He saw that new kid so he went and sat with him. I ate in silence, which I didn't mind. It gave me time to think. However that didn't last very long. A shadow was casted across the table in front of me. I look up and saw the man from earlier, causing my heart to jump in my throat. He gave a sinister grin.
He grabbed the front of my jumper and pulled me out of my seat. His horrid breathe reaching my nostrils. He slammed my body against the wall with a loud thud. I saw everyone starting to gather around to see what was going on.
"Now you're gonna get it sweetheart. Unless... you say you'll be my girl then I'll let you go. How about it?" he asks.
"No." I say loud enough for him to hear.
"What? I couldn't hear you."
"No." I say louder and with more confidence.
"Fine. Then I'll make you beg for me to take you as my girl." I says raising his fist. I closed my eyes and braced myself for the punch. "What the hell are you doing?" I opened my eyes and saw that Yo had grabbed his wrist stopping him.
"Let go of her." he demanded.
"Why should I? What is she to you?" he asks.
"She's my girlfriend asshole. So I say it only once more. Let her go." he says with this protective look in his eyes.
"And what if I don't what are you gonna do? Eh, pipsqueak?" he taunts. Yo does the unexpected and punches the guy as hard as he can. He let's go of my jumper and I fall to the ground as the guy stumbles backwards. Now he looks even more pissed. He steps close to Yo, getting up in his face. "Now you and your little bitch are both dead, but I'll deal with her last. She'd make a fun toy to play with before I end her."
"You'll have to get through me before you lay another hand on her. (Y/N) get out of here while you can." says Yo. I stand up and give him a sympathetic look. "Go!" he yells. He startles me so I run away and I didn't dare look back. I felt tears welling up in my eyes... again. I ran all the way back to my cell. I sat on the floor and hugged my knees to my chest.
I cried. I was done. I hated this place. I knew Yo didn't really have feeling for me. He only stood up for me because I'm so weak. No one here gives a damn about me or what happens to me so why should I give a shit as to what happens to myself? I was brought out of my thoughts when I felt arms wrap around me. My head shot up. Of course. Yo. I looked off to the side.
"T-thanks. Y-you didn't have to do that for me." I say shyly.
"Yes I did. I hate that guy anyway." And there it was. He already hated that guy. That's why he did it, not for me.
"You won't have to do it anymore. I'm done. I'm not gonna buy anymore of that shit tasting candy."
"What!? Why!?"
"I can't do this anymore. No one cares what happens to me anyway so why should I give a fuck? My life isn't that important..."
"Yes it is! It is cause I love you (Y/N) and if you're not here then..." he realized what he said and stopped talking. I looked at him.
"You... love me?" He sighs.
"Yeah. I love you so much. I have since I saw you walk in here. Why else would've done what I did back there?" he asks. I noticed his black eye and about three bandaids on his face. "So don't give up on your life. Okay? Live. For me." I was so happy that he loved me I didn't know what I was doing. I slammed my lips into his. We sat like this until he needed air.
"I love you too Yo. I will live. For you."
