DOMINIC POV
nagising ako sa nakakasilaw na sinag ng araw ..
I started to rub my eyes with my hand but something blocking me to do it..
nakaramdam din ako ng mainit na bagay na nakapulupot sa katawan ko..
so I decided to open my eyes..
and my eyes grew bigger when I saw Jamie sleeping peacefully beside me.
I became alarm, I looked to my body if I'm wearing anything and I felt relief when I saw that we are both dress.
I remembered that I'm less drunk last night and I'm sure what was happened last night..
hindi uso sa akin ang nakakalimot pag may ginawa ako tapos nakainom ako.. lahat yun naaalala ko.
I cant believe I let her slept here with me.. this is unusual of me. never in a million years I would do it.. but here it is.. but I couldnt feel any hesitation or regretion..
honestly I feel so comfortable..
I looked at her.she's so peacefully, she had a calm face..
hinawi ko ang mga buhok na nakatakip sa mukha niya.
I want to see her face..
Her cheeks is so soft, as well as her skin, so smooth. she had a pointed nose. she's not that beautiful but I prefer her face than the others.. her natural beauty helps her to be stand out..
then my finger landed on her lips. her pinkish,smooth,soft lips..
actually I'm definitely telling the truth for what I told to Granda about her.
that she is every men dream girl.. but I'm not one of them.
I dont deserve any girl especially her..
love is not part of me when I was born in this world..
for me it is just a simple word..
I never felt love after my Mom died.. she is the only one who always there with me..
but she left this world because of me...
my own fault...
sh*t.. why did it reminds me again..
binaon ko na sa limot iyon...
ayoko ng balikan iyon.!!
napaupo ako bigla dahil sa mabigat na nararamdaman ko..
pero pagkatapos noon ay naramdamang kong niyakap ako lalo ni Jamie kaya napahiga ulit ako..
ayoko siyang magising..
I looked at her again...
her face helps me to calm my feelings..
I remembered last night when she cried.. I really dont know what to do.. I really hates to see people crying..
I dont know but I feel it as my weaknesses.
sabi niya kailangan niya na naman ng pera..
bakit kaya hindi ito nilulubayan ng problema..
I know everything about her.. na mahirap sa kanila ang makapundar ng pera knowing her parents situation.
but she dont have to worry dahil kasama sa pagtanggap niya na maging asawa ko siya ang kung anong meron din ako.
dahan-dahan kong tinatanggal ang kamay niya para makabangon ako...
kailangan ko ng bumangon because I want to cook a breakfast for us..
