My New Life (Sebastian x Reader) - (FIXING ALL SPELLING, DIALOGUE, PUNCT)

Chapter 9 - An Unpleasant Walk

   I went into my closet and took out my jacket and my pocket knife. I always brought my pocket knife with me everywhere. You never know what could happen. I took my phone out to use it as a source of light. The hallways were dark but when I reached the ballroom everyone was still there chatting amongst them selves. Sebastian was still standing next to Ciel. The servants were still standing silently making sure dinner was a success and Lady Elizabeth and Madam Red seemed to be enjoying themselves and dinner itself. I walked as far from the table as possible trying not to draw attention. I kept walking until I met the door. It didnt look like anyone noticed me. I closed the manor door as quietly and gently as possible. I turned around and started to walk but there was someone in front of me that stopped me dead in my tracks. I looked up flashing the light on the person and gave out a sigh of relief when I found out it was just Sebastian. "Jesus Crist Sebastian. You scared the shit out of me. What do you need now?" I asked holding my stomach that was all shook up from the fright. "The young master noticed you were leaving the manor. He wanted to know where you were going." He said in his normal tone. "Im just going for a walk. Ill be back. I just need to go out and clear my head and calm down. Goodbye." Without hesitation I started to walk passed him but once again he stopped me from leaving. I dont want to be around him at the moment. He's pissed me off several times today. He just doesn't quit. I started to boil up in anger at the thought of everything he did today. "Are you sure thats a go--" I cut him off. "Sebastian Im sorry okay? Im sorry I took the job from Ciel. I just wanted to help. I envy you Sebastian. You're cool and I look up to you somewhat. I like how loyal you are and the limits you would go to for certain people. I know that you only protect Ciel because your getting his soul in the end but its not just him that you would do anything for. I dont have anyone like you I know back in my world. So please will you stop trying to anger me or get even with me. I wont see my parents again and the last thing I need is the only person I care about tormenting me." A silence filled the air. Without noticing until now my hands were into fists. Tears were in my eyes. I could feel my voice shaking when I talked. I didnt know if he was anger or not. I wanted to look back at him but I couldn't bring myself to do it. Suddenly I felt him let go of my arm and his hand came into my sight of vision and he placed it on my cheek. He turned me around by pushing me to turn the other way. I then could see his face. Suprisingly he wasnt smiling at my pain. He wasnt mad at my choice of words. He actually had a small sad concered look on his face. He wiped away the tears on my face. "Here I go again, crying." I mumbled. With that he embraced me tightly. His left arm around my waist and his right hand stroking the back of my head. Instead of pushing away I gave in and hugged him back. "I never had anyone there to hug me when I wasnt ok back at home." I thought. "Alright (Your Name) ill stop. I apologies for upsetting you. That wasnt my intentions. You can work for the young master if you'd like to still. Just make sure to take care of yourself." He said as he let me go and I released him as well. "I will but Sebastian promise me this, if im ever in trouble dont put yourself at risk to help me." I said regaining my voice. He gave a slight smile and I started to walk towards town.   I walked into town and I took a deep breathe in. I felt like a weight was lifted off my chest. Ifelt stronger, better. I felt like nothing could stop me. I walked down the graveled road till I came across a very familiar man running my way. It looked like he was chasing after a document that was blowing in the wind on the ground. Before the document was about to pass me I stopped it from moving any further. The man slowed down his paced and started to breathe very heavily. When the man got close enough for me to look at his facial features I realized it was Abberline. "Oh thank you ma'am. I would have been in trouble if this document got away. By the way the name's Abberline." He responded. "He was better looking in person." I thought giving off a smile. "Im (Your Name)." I gave him the document and he gave out a sigh of relief. "Well, I hope you have a good night. Thanks again." As he finished he continued walking passed me and on his way. It seemed like he was in a rush to get somewhere so I didnt question him. I continued to walk until I reached a bench and I sat down and stared up at the starry sky. It was beautiful. "So this is how nice London is. Ive never been here nor have I ever thought of coming here but here I am. Its quite breathe taking." I thought. As I was lost in my thoughts a man sat next me which made me go stiff. His shirt was halfway unbuttoned. He smelled like whisky and he had a bottle of rum in his hand. "Hello sexy, how about you come to my place. My girlfriend just left me and im on the market so lets have some fun. What do you stay?" He started to place his free hand on my knee. Without hesitation I took his hand off my knee. I tried to stay calm getting nervous and scared wont help me think and act right. I said one wrong thing it might cause trouble. "Dude, your drunk. I think you should go home and rest." Without anything else said I got off the bench and quickly started to walk towards the direction of the manor. I checked behind me to see if he was there. He was following me. I started to speed up my pace and start to think. "I cant let him follow me to the manor. Im going to have to try something stupid." I started to slow down my pace andI walked Into an alleyway. I turned around to see the drunk man standing there. "Why are you running away. Your just like her arnt you? Come with me." The man spoke. I reached into my pocket and took out my pocket knife. He didnt seem go notice. "I dont want to cause any trouble. Just walk away and leave and I'll be on my way." I said clenching the knife. He ignored what i said and approached me. He pinned me against the wall and started kissing my neck. It was an awful feeling. I didnt want to hurt anyone. I dont know what im capable of doing. I was shaking. I tried to keep my cool. I brought myself to stab him in the back. I took the knife out of his back and he looked me in the eyes then fell to the ground. He didnt scream he stayed silent. The look in his eyes were filled with sadness. My heart was racing. I imagined what it was like to do this. I was shocked what I did. I had blood on my hands. "That man's blood ... I-Its on my hand." I stuttered. It was hard for me to breathe. The man was in his own pool of blood. I dropped to my knees trying to get a hold of myself. "He came at you first ... it was self defense." I told myself. I closed the pocket knife and slipped it back into my jacket pocket. Just before I was going to try to stand up I heard laughter coming from the end of the alleyway. I looked up and who I saw was Grell standing there with his chainsaw. "Whatever gets you to sleep at night darling." He said giving out a chuckle. "Well you saved me the trouble of doing it myself. Maybe I should take you with him. Seeming it looks like your having a hard time living with yourself." He started to laugh more intensely. I shot up from the ground in fear. He came rushing at me with his chainsaw. I luckily dodged it and turned around and kicked him in the ass which made him fall to the ground. "How careless of him." I thought. "Ow, that isnt very nice. Your more than that meets the eye." He replied still keeping a smile on his face. I started to run. I tried to escape the alleyway but before I could I felt something tug on the hood of my jacket and I was flung to the ground. Before I knew it Grell was on top of me pinning me down. At that point I knew there waw no escaping this time. "Any last words before I paint you in red?" He asked sounding joyful. I coughed out an answer. "Fuck ... you." He smiled at my response. He lifted the chainsaw over his head getting ready to strike. I closed my eyes waiting for it to happen. "This was my fate? What an awful way to die. I planned on dieing for a good reason. Not for something as stupid as this." I thought. Everything at that moment went silent. I opened my eyes and I realized that Grell was no longer on top of me. He was being held against the wall by his neck. The one pinning him there was no other then Sebastian. "Oh Bassy, what brings your handsome face here at this hour." He asked blushing madly. "Thats no way to treat a lady." Sebastian said giving a smirk. "I could be telling you the same thing Sebas-Chan." Sebastian threw him to the ground releasing him. He walked over to me and offered me his hand. Without hesitation I grabbed his hand and he helped me up. "Thank you." I whispered. He just gave me a smile. "Wait! Were are you going Bassy!?" Grell yelled as we left the alleyway. The walk home was silent. I was grateful to have Sebastian as a friend. I almost cconsidered him as my best friend. The feeling I felt when I saw him in the ally way holding Grell against the wall was the best feeling in the world. It was the feeling of relief. "Your jacket is covered in blood. You must be cold and wet." He said looking down at me. I didnt answer him. I just continued walking just as he did. Then I felt him grip my wrist. "Sebastian im fine. im just a little shakey from what I just did thats all." I said rolling my eyes. He uunzipped my jacket and took it off. He took his jacket off and wrapped it around me. A chuckle came from my mouth. I looked so dorky in his coat. It was almost bigger then me. It went down to my knees and almost covered my hands. It was warm. My heart started to beat a little faster. I was going to protest him about giving me his jacket but then I thought there was no use fighting it. "Thanks Sebastian." I mumbled. With a few more minutes of walking we reached the manor. TThat Was Chapter 9! I Loved This Chapter. I Loved Writing It. It Hit Me In The Feels ;-; . I Cant Wait For Chapter 10! SPOILER:We Talk A Little Bit About Sebastian's Past :3I Cant Wait! Can You? Ill See You Guys In The Chapter, "Chapter 10 - Sebastian's Past"¤♥Ashco♥¤« PrevNext »