My New Life (Sebastian x Reader) - (FIXING ALL SPELLING, DIALOGUE, PUNCT)

Chapter 22 - The Final Epic Battle

 Your POV    I watched Jack charge at Sebastian swiping at him with the blade. Sebastian dogged him swiftly. "Jack, don't do this!" Jack looked at me when I said that. His eyes were glowing. "(Your Name), he killed my sister and you're asking me not to kill him? Who's side are you on!" I didn't know how to answer that. I didn't want to see one of the two get hurt though. Jack might not have been a demon as long as Sebastian but Jack was quite skilled. His dad tried to teach him how to kill demons when he was young plus he kills people now without thinking twice about it. "Sebastian, stop moving so I can kill you!" Jack shouted. Sebastian still smiling, started to through silverware at Jack. He dodged it, instead glass shards ended up everywhere around us because of him missing and hitting the window. While dogging it seems Jack lost his balance a bit for the moment and with that being the case, Sebastian took that opportunity. Sebastian kicked Jack out the broken window. "Sebastian, stop!" He looked at me loosing his smile. My heart was racing. I didn't know what to do. "(Your Name), I'm a Phantomhive Butler. Supposably you are too. Jack is the target and the enemy. This is the young masters orders. Besides, he tried to take what's mine. You need to find your place." He spoke. His words made me want to break down, only because he was so right. Deep down I already knew what I must do but I've ignored it. I was surprised. He never spoke to me like that before. I looked down at the floor. "He was right, I need to stop feeling and do as instructed." I thought. I looked up at him and nodded. "You're right. I'm sorry. Just ... finish this." My answer seemed to surprise him for a moment. Soon after that a smirk appeared on his face. "As you wish, (Your Name)." He bowed the same way he would when he would agree to one of Ciel's orders. It brightened me up a tiny bit. He jumped out the window after Jack. I ran out the room and ran as fast as I could to the front door of the manor.   I made it out to see Sebastian and Jack still battling each other. It was almost as awesome as the battle between Sebastian and Claude during season two. I know it was bad of me to gaze at this and think it was cool but, that's how I usually thought of it when I was just watching at home In the comfort of my own home. A bit exciting. The bad thing about this is that I can't help what so ever. I guess in my position that isn't a bad thing considering that if I could do something I'd have to join Sebastian and hurt Jack and that's the last thing I want to do. Both of them dogging each others attacks, Jack sometimes getting an advantage and sometimes Sebastian. Ciel was out here leaning his back against a tree watching it all go down. He didn't seem even a little bit intrigued by what was going on. He just looked dull, bored. I ran over to him in curiosity. "Ciel, did you order him to kill Anna and to fight Jack afterwards? Did you plan this?" I asked. I needed to know. "Actually no, he's acting on his own behalf. I don't disagree with what he's doing though. Anna would have been in the way. Jack needs to be taken care of." I turned my gaze to Sebastian. He did all this ... On his own behalf. I looked back over to Ciel. "But Ciel, we don't have to kill him. I talked to him and he said he'd stop killing. We didn't need to kill Anna either." I spoke in an angry tone. Ciel gave me his annoyed stare. "(Your Name), since day one you knew there were rules. You knew when you took my offer on this job that there would be obstacles. You are my butler now, you will follow me to the very end. So will Sebastian. Everything that we are doing is necessary. For the queen, and for me to meet my goal. Jack must be stopped and Anna would have prevented that." I clenched my fist. We didn't have to do anything. All this was is blood shed. "No... We could have prevented this. I could have. I could have made sure everyone lived in this senerio." I said under my breath not loud enough for Ciel to hear me. I nodded and accepted what he had said. "So this is what it's like to be taken from. I bet Ciel knows this feeling. His parents were taken away but, what makes him any better then the people who killed his parents? Throughout the whole series he has been killing innocent bystanders. He truly is lost. Then where am I? What's my purpose here? I keep thinking ... Am I going mad? This negativity, I need to get a grip and today on out, I won't interact with anyone, ever again. It just gets in the way of everything." I was lost in thought not aware of what was going on around me. I looked at Ciel's face an he was in complete shock. I looked over in the direction of Sebastian and Jack. My heart, it felt like it could have just stopped in that moment. Sebastian a little bit away from Jack, on the ground throwing up blood. It seems Sebastian was stabbed in the side. I've never seen Sebastian this way, ever. I started rushing over to Sebastian. Tears streaming down my face with the wind blowing at me. "Let's finish this. Goodbye ... Sebastian Michaelis." I heard Jack say. He came rushing for the last blow, I made it over there just in time. I felt a sharp pain in my stomach. I opened my eyes that were closed. to see that I took the blow for Sebastian.    I looked back at Sebastian an he was filled with many different emotions it seemed. His face was filled with mixed expressions. I looked back in front of me, to see Jack in shock. "Oh my god, (Your Name)! I'm so sorry!" Jack pleaded. He pulled the blade out of my stomach leading to me to scream in pain. "Jack, I demand you. To leave, never come back. No more killing. If i hear you are killing again or if you come back here again ... I will come after you myself and attempt to kill you myself." Tears came rushing to his eyes. I blinked and he was no longer in my sights. I curled up into a ball on the ground, with Ciel sitting on my left and Sebastian hovering over me on the right. "(Your Name), why did you do it!? You fool!" I heard Ciel say. My vision going fuzzy, I gripped onto my stomach. I was dieing. I never though in a million years that id feel something as painful as this. "(Your Name) why did you save me? My life means absolutely nothing compared to yours." He spoke. He scooped me up and held me in his arms. Well I was going to die. No need to hold back now. "I did it, because..." I didn't get to finish. "No, (Your Name)! Open your eyes!" He demanded shaking me back and forth. I tried as best as I could to do so. All i could see was blurriness. Sebastian's face was a bit close to mine. I couldn't make out his facial features. He was blurry. That's all I could see. "Young master, I'm going to, make sure she lives. The only way I know how." My eyes widened at that. "At first that's what I wanted in the beggining. I wanted to become a demon but, I was better off dead at this point. I didn't belong here. I ... wasnt meant to meet Sebastian. I didnt belong here and I was never meant to be here. If I wasnt here this would have never happened. Besides, I wouldnt mind dieing this way. I dont regret anything I have done and I dont regret meeting them. I know I shouldnt have been trying to fight the fact that Sebastian was trying to save me but if i were to die and come back as a demon I wouldnt be the same person." I thought.   I started to cough. "Sebastian, don't be selfish. Just let me die. I did this because, I love you and Ciel needs you Iin order to find what he so desperately desires." I closed my eyes again. Expecting to die right then but I felt my face go wet a bit, I opened my eyes to see Sebastian ... crying. He quickly started to wipe his face. I felt his face come closer to mine. I tried to push him away. He was going to attempt to change me. "(Your Name) dont fight it. Thats an order." I smiled a little. "Even when im on the verge of dieing you're still giving me orders. Humoris really. Ciel, Sebastian, let me die. If you change me I won't be the same person anymore. I will change dramatically. I risked my life for you. Please. Just let me die." I closed my eyes, loosing the last of my energy. The last thing I could here him say was, "Too bad." Which meant he was going to ... I went blank from that point on. All I could feel was awful pain."