My New Life (Sebastian x Reader) - (FIXING ALL SPELLING, DIALOGUE, PUNCT)

Chapter 11 - Jack Dexter

     "(Your Name) the trick to this is to move with the music. It will help you follow the pattern. Follow my lead." He started to have music play and he approached me. He took my hand and pulled me close to him. His arm around my waist and his hand interwined with mine. He took a step back and I took a step forward. He took a step to the left, I took a step to the left. I tried to follow what he was doing. I messed up and ended bumping into him. He stepped forward and I accidentally stepped forward as well. "Sorry." I mumbled. "You're getting it. Try not to look at the ground so much. Your trying to hard. Keep your head held high." He said giving me a smile. We then started from the top. I stared straight forward. I wasnt as tall as Sebastian so I was staring at his neck. Id sometimes stare at the floor to make sure I was dancing to the right pattern as him but suddenly, he stopped moving. Before I was about to question him he twirled me around like a princess. Then taking me back into his arms. In that moment I suddenly ended up making eye contact with him. He brought his face in closer to mine. He stopped leaning his face in closer to mine when there was only one inch between them. All I could see was his beautiful red eyes. I could feel him breathing on me. My heart was beating and I was nervous. His grip on me was tight enough to were I couldn't move or budge. I couldnt escape him. "Please dont." I thought to myself. Then he moved his face to my ear whispering, "Now you know how to dance but there is one thing you're lacking .... eye contact. Always keep eye contact with your partner." My heart was pounding until he finally released me and I took a step back. He had a huge grin on his face. "He was teasing me." I thought. "That was ... fun." I mumbled. He gave a care free smile. "Sebastian, just when I think I know everything about you, you suprise me. You're a great dancer by the way." I said and I started to walk up the stairs. "If I couldnt dance like this then what kind of butler would I be?" His response put a smile on my face. "Sebastian you never fail to put a smile on my face." I turned around and gave him a smile. "Oh you flatter me but im merely just one hell of a butler." With him saying that I just continued off to my room. I suddenly stopped myself. "Wait what if Sebastian gets in trouble again?" I thought. I started walking back to the ballroom. When I arrived he wasnt there. If be wasnt busy then there was only one place could be ... the library.   

   I entered the library and there I saw Sebastian sitting down reading a book. It didnt look like he noticed I walked in. Trying to keep it that way I sat sat down in a chair quietly and stared at him. I took the time to admire his beautiful features. "What could I say he was a beautiful man. Who else wouldnt stare at him time to time." I thought. As I continued to stare at him his gaze spotted mine. I turned my gaze away. "I thought you went to your room." He said turning his gaze back to the book. "I was but then I remembered you might see Betty again so im going to keep an eye on you." I stated. "You're going to get tired. Besides you have things to do tomorrow. Lady Elizabeth will be here in the morning to take you out to get a dress and the the rest of us are going to get the ballroom set up." Sebastian said as he flipped to the next page. "Oh..." I sighed. Silence filled the library. I sat there and stared out into space bored. "A dress huh? I guess it wont be that bad. I guess Lady Elizabeth and I are going to spend tomorrow morning together with each other. Its not a problem but I don't think she's the right person to go shopping with. If I pick out a dress that she doesnt like she'll pester me about it. She's not satisfied unless its cute. I don't even have anything to wear in public. Maybe im just looking into all this way more then I should be." I thought. As I was in my thoughts I snapped back to reality. "(Your Name), you dont have to watch over me. Ill be fine. You look exhausted." He stated. "I couldnt leave yet. There is one thing I must ask." I thought. "Sebastian, why were you thinking about her? Sorry for not minding my own business but after hundreds of years you're thinking about her now? Whats making her come to mind?" I asked. He didnt respond. He just continued reading. I then rested my cheek on my hand keeping silent. "Sebastian I wont leave unless you give me an answer." He closed his book shut and gave out a sigh. He turned his gaze to me. "Do you remember when we first met? When I said you reminded me of someone I knew hundreds of years ago? Well you remind me a little bit about her." His answer hurt me. I tried not to act as if it affected me. "Well im going off to my room. Goodnight." Without hesitation I left the library and headed to my room. "Im only here because I remind him of her. Im so foolish. Are friendship is real. At least thats what I thought." I thought to myself. Tears started to form in my eyes. "Our friendship isnt real." I repeated in my head. The thought hurt me. My heart was beating harder. I opened and shut my door. I jumped into bed and wrapped myself in my blanket. "It hurts ... it hurts." I mumbled to myself trying to fall asleep.