All the Things I Didn't Say

Am I not good enough

"If I wasn't me, would you like me"

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I had tears in my eyes, and couldn't wrap my mind around it all. Why don't I feel good enough for him? He's just a boy and I'm just a girl. Is it me, what if I changed, I thought.

Instead of saying, what was on my mind. I just sat quietly feeling hurt, on the verge of tears. It hurt, but if I'd said it would it really change anything?

5/6/19