"Ever feel like the things you want are too far away"
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It's very exhausting, when I think about how much of my life I have ahead of me.
How many more heartbreaks I might go through.
How many more people I'll meet.
How many guys I might fall for.
How many bad days I'll experience.
It's like I know I can't escape it, but I just can't keep going through it. Through life I mean, but it's not like I have a choice.
I'm not going to off myself, it's just I'm not capable to keep enduring it.
I don't want to keep waking up in the morning. I mean like what's the point. I want to be done.
But there's this other part of me, that doesn't want to miss anything. The part of me that's willing to keep pushing ahead. The part of me that wants to experience life, the good and the bad.
9/21/20
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All the Things I Didn't Say
Poetrysad and shi- I wrote when I was sad - Started 5/6/19
