All the Things I Didn't Say

Whats wrong with me

*And she laid there feeling empty*

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I've been feeling really not good, lately.

Everything just kind of sucks. I wish I could go somewhere far away from here. Somewhere here but not here, like maybe a different dimension. If that's even possible.

It's just that I feel like my life currently, makes me feel really miserable. I hate where I live, and I wish I would just stop breathing.

I even told my mom about a month ago, that I wish I was never born. And maybe that's selfish, but that's how I feel.

I don't know why I'm alive. I don't understand the point or the meaning behind it.

3/31/20