All the Things I Didn't Say

I do care

"It's not that I don't care it's just that I can't express how much I care"
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This guy asked me, why I didn't show emotion, he asked me that like three years ago.

However the question, probably struck a nerve and kind of just stuck with me, because I realized more people have told me, that they view me this way.

As emotionless.

Even my mom said,"You should care about something, that's your problem."

It's been like this reoccurring pattern. And it kills me, because they don't know how much I feel.

9/21/20