All the Things I Didn't Say

So what now...

"You're like a wound that won't heal"

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I miss him. Honestly I really do.

I know it's pointless to still hold on, to hope that it'll all work out, but I still can't stop wishing that it'll be me and him in the end.

I know that's pretty pathetic, but that's how I feel in regards to him. The worst part is feeling like, us not being together is all my fault.

Maybe I should just give it to God. I'm not sure if I'm a believer, and with everything going on right now. Would God even care.

4/27/20