I need a miracle

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"A miracle is what I need not a person"

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I use to think, if I found someone to love it would magically fix everything. I was always trying to feel this void inside of me. Whether it was, sleeping all the time, staying up all night, or overeating after I've just starved myself. It wasn't healthy.

Everyday I was trying to fill a hole, that couldn't be filled. It's like running out of air in your oxygen tank and thinking what's the point. I just felt like I was slowly drifting through space, and there was nothing I could do.

I was just hoping to be swallowed into a black hole, that would take me somewhere else.

5/13/19

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