𝙆𝙥𝙤𝙥 𝘽𝙭𝘽 𝙊𝙣𝙚𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙩𝙨 [𝙧𝙚𝙦𝙪𝙚𝙨𝙩𝙨 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙨𝙚𝙙]

ㅁBaekhyun x Chanyeolㅁ

MinSugaAugstxD
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Angst, but like happy ending. This is gonna be one long ass ride soo...

Love me not

I slam my phone down in anger at the last second deciding to chuck it across the room. It hits the wall with a loud thump leaving behind a nice dent, only adding to the hundreds of dents, scratches, holes, and other anger induced injuries littering my bedroom walls.

"He was a jerk anyway." A soft pair of arms wrap around my shoulders inducing another one of my fits.

"Get off of me Chanyeol" I jerk out of his grip opening the bedroom door. "Leave" he shakes his head, the beginning of a smile creeping up on his face.

"Baekhyun-"

"Out!" I gesture to the door angrily. Slowly he stands, grabbing the few things he had brought exiting silently. I slam the door and seconds later I hear my front door shut gently.

Almost instantly my anger reshapes itself into a depression inducing saddness and I burst into tears. I collapse onto my bed curling into a tight ball.

I don't know how long I sit there punishing myself, purposely remembering every person I went through during my twenty seven years of living. Each one hardening the wall I built around my heart from this moment on. If I can't find someone to love after all these years then it clearly wasn't meant to be.

For weeks I barricade myself in my house, the black out curtains drawn and the flashlight of my cracked iphone as my only source of light. The first day my phone had exploded with texts and calls from various people. After three days of their calls unanswered and texts left unread the amount of notifictions had declined drasicticaly till the only person still trying was the annoyingly persistant Chanyeol.

Thankfully he had limited himself to one text a day, that is unless you don't count the hundereds of photos and videos he sends on top of that singular message.

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A blaraing alarm wakes me out of my dreamless sleep alerting me that Chanyeol had messaged me. Rather than putting my phone on silent I had sent my notifications and ringtone as the most annoyong thing I could find in the default options to help prevent me from reading and looking at weeks worth of messages and pictures from Chanyeol.

The alarm doesn't stop me from looking at the little preveiw at the top though.

"You should meet me at.." the notification dissapears and I immediately press my thumb against the home botton ignoring the voice at the back of my head screaming at me as I click on Chanyeol's name, the 'read' message icon apreaing on the most recent message.

"You should meet me at that coffee shop you really like." He had dared to send a smiley emoji and with no one there to see me, my lips twitch, curling into a small smile.

"I'm coming."

I had purposelly arrived a little later hoping that Chanyeol had gotten there before me but as I look around he is no where to be seen. I force myself to the counter to order something but the guy taking orders was leaning over the counter flirtling with some girl neglecting the fact that he's soppoused to be taking orders.

I scoff in disgust moving away to the other cash register my eyes burning holes into the sides of the guys head. When I bring my attention back to my origional goal of ordering a drink I turn locking eyes with fimliliar soft brown ones.

Immediately aware of the fact that I was leaning on the counter inches away from the black haired boy who had happened to be leaning as well I jump back, a surprised squeak passing my lips.

"Chanyeol?" the boy straightens up, untieing the little brown apron tied round his neck and waist an excited look on his face.