Wherever You Are

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A/N

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~ 7 Years Ago ~

Y/n's POV:

It all started when I met a girl, named Minatozaki Sana.

We immediately became friends the first time we met in school because she and I were both talkative, and we have the same interests and hobbies like singing, and dancing.

I was the one who comforted her and made her laugh when she couldn't find happiness within herself. And she did the same for me. She was all that I want and all that I need.

I'm sure you can tell that I love her.

Until, one day...

"Y/n!!" Sana came out of the door, screaming at the top of her lungs, jumping up and down.

I stood up, surprised. I didn't know what to do. I was so excited for her! Oh, yeah. I'm sorry I forgot to tell that we went on a JYPE audition, and by her actions, I could tell that she passed!

Sana jumped at me, then I caught her inside my arms, then I twirled us around. People were watching us but who cares, I love this feeling. Even though we were just friends at that moment.

I put Sana down, and ruffled her hair before saying, "I told you, you could do it!" I then took her hand and pulled her outside the place.

"Woah, Y/n! Slow down!" Sana said, then she chuckled and asked where I was gonna take her. "The carnival! They finished setting it up! I wanna celebrate with you for passing!" I said, then I grabbed a taxi and got in after Sana.

"But... Y/n, didn't you--"

"Nope~ I didn't pass. But, hey! Let's not ruin this moment!" I said. Both of us auditioned but she's the one who passed. But it's... okay. It's her day today. I guess she'll be leaving soon.

As soon as we arrived at the carnival, I dragged her by the hand again. This time I wasn't very excited, because as we go on enjoying what's left of our time together... time will pass without us noticing. Still, we enjoyed those moments in every ride that we would get on.

After the roller coaster ride that almost made me vomit, we went down, then I looked around and realized that there's a beach near the carnival. "Look, Sana! A beach!" I said, pointing at the direction of the beach, then Sana and I went over to the place, then we realized that the sun was setting.

"Woah. Beautiful~" Sana said, her jaw hanging open as she stared at the setting sun in amazement. "Yeah, but it's not as beautiful as you," I said smoothly, then she looked at me with a smirk, then she kicked my leg.

"Ow!! What was that for??" I asked, then I rubbed the part of my leg where she kicked me. "Nothing. Just enjoy the view, Y/n!" she said, so that's exactly what I did. It's kinda fun to make her feel that way. She gets annoyed when I tell her she's beautiful, but I know she loves it.

"I wanted to ride the ferris wheel, but this seems better," I said to her, then I slung my arm over her shoulder. "Yeah. This is better," she said, then she looked at me and smiled slightly. Of course I did the same.

It's just me and her.

"So... I guess you'll be leaving me," I said to fill the silence. She was silent for a while, then she finally answered, "I-I guess so..." sadness was evident within her voice. I know she won't choose me, a friend, over her dreams.

I really needed to tell her the words inside my head. So, I gathered up all the courage that I have, then I grabbed onto her shoulder and made her face me. She looked into my eyes. "Y-Y/n..." she muttered. Nervousness filled her voice. I guess she was just as nervous as I was.

"Sana..." I gulped once, then I sighed and finally told her, "Sana, I love you! That's why I wanted to audition with you. I really, really wanted to go with you to Korea!"

She was stunned.

"Y/n, I..." she hesitated to speak. "I'm sorry," she burst into tears, then she wrapped her arms around me ever so tightly, as she sobbed and screamed and shouted.

She was... in pain.

"I loved you too, Y/n!! For so long!! Why? Why must you confess now when my feelings for you are gone??"

She started hitting me on the chest like a child.

I was silent. "I wanted to tell you... but I felt so afraid--"

"Please, Y/n!! Tell me you're joking!! You don't really love me, right?? Right??"

She loved me before... and now I'm too late.

"Your feelings are not true, right?? I don't want to hurt you, Y/n!!"

And that day ended badly... she walked out on me and I was left standing alone as the sun settled down. I told her that it's not a joke. But I told her that I'm not hurt... even when it felt like I was gonna die. But I had to do that. I didn't want her to get hurt by hurting me.

I guess that's just it for us.

~Present Day~

"Sana, wherever you are right now, I hope you're doing well," I whispered to the ceiling. I miss her so damn bad. I still love her even after years. Kind of stupid, huh? Well, it doesn't matter.

She's gone. She'll never be back.

Sana's POV:

Y/n... that day you confessed to me, I loved you too, and I still do. I just didn't want you to get hurt even more. It's for us both. I guess I'll just have to move on. Eventually. Because, I know for sure that you love someone else.

But if not... then maybe...

We could start again.

I just hope I still have a place in your heart. I really hope.