Wherever You Are

4

Y/n's POV:

How come she only told me now? Now, when I'm already dating someone who actually loves me. It's so unfair! I want to be mad at her, but I just can't! I want to push her away for making me wait for too long, and now that I moved on... she tells me that she loves me?? What is this? A recap? But this time, she's the one confessing, and I'm the one who had already moved on.

Now I'm here, with her. I don't know the words that I should say. I don't know the actions that I should do. We're just here. Me and her. Our arms are wrapped around each other's bodies, but for what? Because she loves me, and I just missed her? I guess. I can't love her back anymore. So I did what I thought was best. I unwrapped my arms from her, then I removed her arms from my body and I stepped back.

I don't want to hurt her like she did back at the beach, 7 years ago, but this is the only way. "I'm sorry, Sana," I blankly said while looking down onto the ground. "I know, Y/n... I'm sorry, too," she said in between sobs. If I was cruel enough to hurt Miku, and if I could only change my heart and force it to love Sana again, then I would. But I'm not someone to leave a person just like that, and I can't change what my heart feels for Miku.

Suddenly, my phone rang, so I pulled it out of my pocket and saw that Miku was calling. "I have to take this call," I said, then Sana inhaled and then she nodded. She saw who it was, so she left the room in a blink of an eye. I just shook my head and sighed before accepting the call. "Hey, Y/n~" Miku greeted with sweetness definitely evident from within her cute voice. It made me smile. Yes, I'm happy with her.

"What's up, my love?" I asked, then I chuckled. "Not much~ I just called you to say that I'll be going out with my girlfriends tonight," she said, then I asked her what the event was, then she replied with, "Just at a friend's house, Y/n. Don't worry, it's just us girls, no boys allowed," then I heard another girl say, "Hey, Miku, they're-- I mean, the movie is starting!" which made me feel a little... suspicious about them.

"Maybe you should watch now," I said to her. My face looked serious, but the tone of my voice was sweet. "Really?" she asked with excitement in her voice. "Yup. Enjoy your night, love~" I said, then she said, "I will! Love you!" then she immediately dropped the call without giving me the chance to say that I love her, too. I just sighed and closed my eyes for a bit before opening them and looking around the room, trying to look for Sana.

She wasn't inside the room anymore. I totally forgot that she left me alone while I was talking to Miku, so I quickly went outside and to my bedroom, then I looked for her, but she wasn't there. I went out of my room and searched inside the living room where I saw a little note on top of  the coffee table in the middle of the room. I walked towards it and read what was written. It was Sana's handwriting. I, for one, would know.

"Y/n, I already left (obviously). I'm sorry for coming here only to disturb you and ruin your night. Don't worry. I'll be fine. Goodnight, and thank you so much for hearing me out."

I hissed, then I ruffled my hair and rushed outside and to the garage. I ran past a few of my cars, then I saw exactly what I needed at that very moment. The demon among my collection of vehicles and motorcycles. My personal favorite, and the one that never fails to amaze me. The ride of the black knight. My ride. The Suzuki Hayabusa, or as I like to call it, "Night".

I smirked, then I went to Night and grabbed my black helmet, and black leather jacket from a shelf on the wall. I wore my jacket and closed the zipper before hopping onto Night and wearing my helmet. "Let's look for Sana, shall we?" I said to Night, then I started the engine and went racing out of the garage and past the currently opening gate. I was out of the mansion's vicinity.