Wherever You Are

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Y/n's POV:

I don't know what I was supposed to do at that moment. Sana was crying on my chest and tightly grabbing onto my shirt. I don't know what words I should say to comfort her, because I know for sure that whatever I say, it wouldn't be able to ease the pain that she's feeling. My eyes began to let out tears when she started screaming and gripping tighter onto my shirt. I could almost feel how much pain she is feeling, so I wrapped my arms tighter around her and closed my eyes.

"T-THIS IS MY F-FAULT!!" she shouted in between heavy sobs, and still, I couldn't find the words to say to her. "Sana--" I tried to say something, but she interrupted me and said, "DON'T YOU TELL ME THAT IT'S NOT MY FAULT!! BECAUSE IT IS!!" so I cupped her cheek and made her face me. Her face became calm when she saw me in tears. "Sana! We will find her, do you understand??" I asked, then I wiped her tears away with my thumb. "It hurts me seeing you like this," I said, with my forehead against hers.

She was silent the whole time and I felt at ease when she stopped screaming and blaming herself for what happened. "Sana, we will find your mother, wherever she is," I said, then she finally responded with a light nod. "Don't ever blame yourself for what happened, because you never wanted that, and you just wanted to make your dreams come true," I added, then I pulled myself from her and looked into her eyes. "Nothing is wrong in doing what your heart desires, as long as it does no one any harm."

"I will tell my men to start looking for your mom. I promise you, you will see her again in no time," I said, then she let out a faint smile. "Wait for me here, okay? I'll tell them to start searching," I said, then I walked out of the room to do what I have to do. Outside the mansion, two of my men were stationed. I told them every detail of Sana's mom that I remember and then they immediately scattered the word to all the other men and began searching. I just hope they find her sooner rather than later.

Sana's POV:

I wait inside the room for a few minutes, just asking myself if I was dreaming or not, because the way Y/n looked at me, it was as if I was in a dream. I hope that lasted a little bit longer. But what's more important right now is that his men will find my mom. I know that we didn't have such a nice past, but I believe that everything will change and she and I will be able to forget the bitterness of the past and live in the present as if we were the happiest of all mothers and daughters.

As for dad... I'm still hoping that what the woman said is not true. I will stay positive no matter what. I still want to let him know that I succeeded. I still want to prove myself to him. That he raised me to be that strong and independent woman. I guess that's what we all want; to prove ourselves to our parents and make them all proud, am I right? So, I'm still hoping that I will be able to see him again after years of being gone. I was stupid for not looking for them when we had a concert in Japan...

And that's why I blame myself. I had the chance, yet I let it slip away.

The door suddenly opened and in came Y/n. He was wearing a light smile which made the corners of my lips lift up into a smile. He sat beside me and pulled my head onto his chest. That was still the best feeling ever. The way he always pulled me and made me feel comforted everytime I'm sad. I could feel his heartbeat, and I could sometimes hear it, and it sounded like a wonderful melody that always makes me want to close my eyes and just listen. You guys try it with the person you love, I swear it would be worthwhile.

How is it that he makes me feel so loved with just the simplest things that he does. I hope he feels the same way that I do. But I know for sure that it's not possible because I left him hanging before, and he didn't hear a single word from me ever since that day on the beach. Little does he know that I've been secretly looking at his social media accounts to see how he has been doing, and he had been the one who kept me going, and of course the Onces and Twice members. Sometimes I suddenly smile because I see him sharing posts about Twice.