Wherever You Are

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Y/n's POV:

5 months after Sana's accident

I was sitting down beside Sana's bed, praying that she'll wake up soon. It had already been 5 months since the accident, but she still hadn't been conscious. I miss her so much. I miss her wonderful smile and the way she makes me so happy. I lasted 7 years without her, but now I just can't seem to handle even months without being able to talk to her. I'm going absolutely crazy. I want to stay with her all the time. I want to be the one who takes care of her.

But still, I have to keep myself occupied. I can't afford to sit here and watch her. It's not a bad thing, but I can't just break myself down. I must be strong. I'm sure that's what Sana wants to happen. As if right on cue, my cellphone rang. It turned out to be James Franklin, one of the richest businessmen in the United States, so I answered the call and then we he talked to me about the project that I was creating. He wanted to be a part of it. I agreed right away. We decided to meet at the United States.

I looked at Sana once the call ended. "This is for us, Sana," I said, then I leaned in on her and gave her a soft kiss to her lips. "I love you so much," I said, then I left the room right after Mom and Hana came.

"Claire, you ready?" I asked as soon as Claire picked up the phone. We had just finished finalizing our plan for building homes for homeless people in Japan, and now we're about to spread the word to the United States. There are many company owners there that I'm friends with. I'm sure they would be willing to help me, so that's why I'm in front of Claire's house waiting for her to be ready.

I hung up the phone after she said that she was coming, then after a few seconds, a heard a tap from the window at the passenger's side, then I looked and saw that it was Claire, so I unlocked the door for her before she could come in. "You got everything ready? Clothes? Documents? We'll be there for a few days," I said, then she smiled and said, "Yep. Everything's ready," she said, then I smiled back at her and said, "Let's go."

While driving, she asked me a painful question. "How's Ma'am Sana doing?" It made my heart beat heavier than it already was. However, I need not show it. "S-She's still unconscious," I said in a flat tone. She figured that she shouldn’t have asked about Sana. Not this time. I’m still so worried about her. It had been 4 months and she’s still unconscious. What if she never… ARGH!!! Don’t think that way, Y/n!! She’ll wake up soon. I know it.

“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have asked,” Claire said with her down. I just shook my head and sighed, before saying, “It’s okay. But please. Don’t bring it up now. I have to focus.” She looked at me and nodded to show that she understands. "I just wanted to know whether she's alright or not--" she tried to give me a reason why she was bringing up Sana, but I suddenly burst out shouting, "I SAID DON'T BRING IT UP NOW!" losing my cool entirely.

She was put to silence. I felt so bad, but still I didn't say that I was sorry. Instead, I stayed quiet and just drove. She also did the same. I can tell that she was shocked at my action. Sure, I had been a bit cranky ever since the accident, but to be this mad because that Sana had been brought up was not me. It was just so far from how I naturally act. I wanted to tell her that I was so sorry for acting that way when she was just concerned, but... for some reason, I just can't.

Soon, we were already on-board the plane. We were talking so much lesser than we did before I shouted and shocked her. I just miss Sana too much, and I can't believe I had to attend a meeting overseas instead of taking care of Sana. I guess this is for the betterment of many other people... but still... what if Sana wakes up and I'm not beside her? How would she react? I do hope that she regains consciousness soon, but I want to be beside her when that time comes. I just have to get this over with.