"this time she's really out my life, oh."
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•Chris
"Now you and your girlfriend just recently broke up, correct?" BigBoy asked. I nodded
"Two months ago, yeah."
"Oh you remember how long ago it was? Chris do you still have feelings?" I laughed and scratched my nose.
"I'm doing me right now. I'm trying not to focus on that or it's gonna throw me off track. That wouldn't be fair to myself or my fans."
"You know how to dodge a question man."
"Years of interviews, you learn how to manipulate the question and still give a good answer."
"You think you smart don't you? I'm gone ask you again, Chris Brown. Do you miss Hazel?"
I did miss her but as I said, that's wasn't my main focus.
"That long pause let's me know you do."
"You got me."
"Now, the blogs are saying y'all split because you got someone else pregnant. Chris.. I told you about getting caught up out there. This is the second girlfriend you've done this to."
"She's not pregnant. The blogs take anything and run with it. She claimed she was pregnant by me. She sent Hazel a picture of a positive pregnancy test and a picture of me sleeping and it went down from there."
"So shes not pregnant?"
"No."
"But Chris did you have sex with her?" I didn't respond.
"Exactly. Chris you gotta stop that man. You be fucking these good women over."
"I know. I'm not proud of it. At the end of the day, I'm a man. That doesn't give me an excuse to cheat but sometimes I think people forget that I'm a man and not just a celebrity. Niggas cheat on they girls everyday but it's only a big deal when I do it."
"That's why you don't need to be out there doing that because you are a celebrity and everyone can see what you're doing." I shrugged.
"I can't argue with that."
"So how does the little one feel about it?"
"She took Royalty in like her own so she definitely misses her. For the past month it's been Daddy when is Hazel coming back."
"Aww, poor RoRo. Well Chris, I hope you get her back man and remember, keep that thing in your pants." I laughed as he ended the interview. As we were about to leave the radio station, Big stopped me.
"Yo Chris?"
"Wassup?"
"You gotta get yourself together brotha. You can't keep dong this to these girls. You gone miss out on a good woman trying to play games. I mean I can't tell you what to do but as a friend, I can make suggestions."
"I hear you man. Thank you."
"Alright. Listen to what I said now." He patted my shoulder. I really had to stop hurting the women I love. First Karrueche now Hazel. I have to get my shit together.
"Aye I gotta pick Ro up from my mama house. I'll catch up with y'all." I told my crew. They agreed and we all went our separate ways.
"Daddyyyy!" Royalty yelled as I walked in my mama's house.
