"She know that I'm hurting. Yeah she know I care. I can understand how i treat you bad, but you don't get me back like that."
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•Chris"Hazel calm down." I told her as she locked herself in the bathroom. I could hear her crying.
"What do you mean calm down? I'm about to do the fucking walk of shame from your house!" I sighed.
"Hazel come out the bathroom." Minutes later she walked out as if she hadn't been crying.
"Please don't touch me." She said snatching her arm away from me.
"Hazel... what we had last night was beautiful, you can't deny that. You can't say you didn't feel what I felt. You can't front and act like this ain't the best dick you ever had." I tried throwing a joke in there but she didn't laugh.
"Come on come on come on." She ignored me as she put her phone to her ear, impatiently shaking her leg.
"Kameron get me the fuck out of here!" She yelled, furiously typing on her keyboard.
"I'll take you hom-"
"No! I don't need you doing anything for me. Just stay out of my way." I sighed.
"Hazel this wasn't a mistake."
"Chris stop talking to me please." Her voice cracked. My baby was hurting.
"I don't wanna make you sad Hazel. I just want you back." She didn't respond. She was typing and typing, probably blowing up Kameron's phone.
"Fuck it, i'm finna call a lyft." She got up and gathered her stuff. What was I supposed to do? I couldn't let her leave.
"Baby come back." I called out, following her downstairs.
"No Chris, you got what you wanted. Stay away from me. Don't call me, text me, delete me from your history."
"Is that what you think this is about? You think I just want sex? Newsflash, that shit is everywhere. If that's all I wanted, why would I hunt you down for it? My dick can get hard for anybody but that wasn't the fucking point. The point was to show you the love was still there. You still love me Hazel and you know it." She quickly wiped her tears, not wanting me to see them.
"Goodbye Chris." She walked out the house but it felt like she was walking out of my life. Yeah I know I hurt her but i'm hurting too. She knows that I car and she's acting like she doesn't. This is a fight I won't lose.
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•Hazel"Hazel i'm sorry. Please stop ignoring me." Kameron begged as she took me home. I was pissed. I blew her phone up for so long when i was at Chris' house and she took forever to come get me.
"You don't know how bad I wanted to get out of there." I mumbled, shaking my head.
"I know, I know. I'm sorry."
"It's cool.."
"No it's no-"
"Kam just drop it."
"Sorry.." I hated to take my frustrations out on her but I was going through so many emotions right now.
"Thanks for finally bringing me home." I said, getting out the car.