At this point I really have no idea what I'm doing with myself. I keep promising to come back, and I keep getting ready to and just when I do something else happens that brings me back to a low point again.
I feel very weak for this, for I am someone who really doesn't get bothered by anything, but lately I just been breaking down at random moments due to stress. In classes, when I'm in my room, in the middle of random stores.
I have always been a balanced person. I have always been to handle my feelings, along with how I react in situations with them. But for some reason this part of my mind hasn't been working in my favor since February (when I got my meds) because of so much stress.
I just think for the summer I need to cool down. Not all is bad in this. All junior and senior year, I will be focusing on writing on Wattpad, and fortunately writing my own actual book. When I graduate my mom is going to take it to a publisher which then I hope to actually get published.
I know I've been gone for such a long time. And I'm so sorry to disappoint you guys. I feel like I actually have let you all down and I really do hate myself for this because I got your guys hopes up before.
I'm sorry. I'm really sorry.
I love you guys.
- jaelynn
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