Adrenaline

Bro-ken{Chapter XXVI}

Jp Throne
Sunday
While I was in the hospital I didn't hear anything from Kyrie.

I was wondering why he didn't hit me up or come see me, this kind of hurt me because I cared about him.

During my time in the hospital Eli popped up unexpectedly and basically called his self telling me how he truly felt.

He gave me a whole Martin Luther king lesture about how he was hurt by what I did and why he was there for me while I was in the hospital.

He explained the times he was there for me when no one else was and I told him stuff that I didn't tell anybody else and vice versa.

It made me open my eyes clearly but at the same time I believe everything happens for a reason.

I was finally out the hospital and feeling completely better since the incident I had. It was hard to recover but bad bitches snap back quickly.

I was cleaning up my house, listening to music and everything just trying to start off fresh and my phone went off.

When I looked at it, it was a text from Kyrie he told me that he wanted to see me and talk.

Honestly I was hoping this motherfucker had a great and sincere apology.

Reason being said is because when I was in the hospital he didn't show up,  not once to see if I was okay and he didn't even bother to text me.

I was kind of second guessing rather I should go off but at the same time I don't think he knew.

Something in my mind told me he knew though all because shit was hitting the fan ever since his wife figured out he was cheating on her.

I changed my clothes and met up with him. When I pulled up he was sitting on a bench with his head down.

This was really getting pathetic but dick can make you do stupid shit. I hopped out the car and walked over to him, he looked up and just waited until I sat next to him.

"Okay I called you down here to let you know that I'm leaving my wife. I made up my mind that I wanna be with you, it makes no sense to be with her if I'm gay and having sex with you ever chance I get. I just can't get you out my mind, you're all I think about constantly. When I'm laying next to her I pretend that I'm laying next to you and that's ridiculous so I might as well be with you." He said

"Where is all this coming from? I really wanna be with you too but as I think about it, it's not logical because you have kids. Then ever since I've been dealing with you shit been hitting the fan. This is a huge step for us both to take because if we were to be together I'll have to get used to your lifestyle and vice versa. I don't know if I'm ready to commit fully to you because you have a lot going on." I replied

I really wanted to be with Kyrie and I was determined to be with him no matter what but as time passed by it made me open my eyes.

Dealing with him was hard because it was almost like he was bad luck.

"What you mean? It's no hassle at all for me to accept you and I'll make it easier for you to accept my lifestyle. I care about you Jp very much, every time I think about you and I, I believe that I should've married you and not her. I'm not happy with her and I'm willing to give you my all." He said

"Yeah I understand that but be real, this whole thing with your wife and kids will not be easy. I don't even think you're completely ready to come out and accept the gay life and what comes with it. You just don't be gay and think that life will be smooth and brilliant. It's levels to this shit, no offense but ever since we started this whole thing, shit has been really going bad. Then to top it off she hasn't asked for a divorce yet so please tell me what the hell is going on!" I told him