I am Reality

11-11

Maturity has no age, but I guess there different chambers to what maturity is. To think like an adult, sexually, financially, and to process your life at every moment, knowing what you desire. I was invited to a friend's party once, really not a party person but I was forced out the house because my mother figured that it will keep me from being a loner.
          I went to this party feeling like something bad it's gonna happen, not death or any kind of funeral related action but mentally. Dress up my friend says. "Well I don't have any dress clothes" no dumbass like something cool have a little swagg." I went to the store that day to find the most teenager clothes wear and wore it. He shook his head and said "that's what I'm talking about about.
           So we enter the party, and the maximum size I would say is 60 people. Music playing out loud. Of course  this was when my mom wasn't so religious. Looking around the room I seen cute girls dancing, most of them had this pipe that blew smoke didn't know Americans did hookah too. My friend comes up to me and says bro come on have fun" i put head phone in my year and start nodding. Beside me sat a boy and a girl, I guess they were dating or just met because a minute after they started smooching eachother.
           I got a little uncomfortable and walked up across the other sofa. Another couple sat beside me and started touching each other in the most sexual way. I remember I seen a girl I know, Brianna, she used to be my next door neighbor, so I went up to her and started chatting with her. That's for say that my conversation was boring because all I talked about was politics. She cut me in the middle of the conversation to ask me if I wanted a pipe. "
           A what? I said "A pipe? I asked. "Yea " she said pulling out of her pocket. "I don't do drugs" I said. Oh my gosh are you always a pussy?" She said. "No I'm not a pussy, I just don't feel comfortable endangering my lungs and take the risk of having lung cancer" blah blah blah". She puts the pipe in my mouth as I talked. "Now inhale she says it. I inhale it. "Now release" see very calming. As I inhale it I did feel a little calmer. 
           "Come on have ever drank she said" no but I don't want to " nothing like hard liquor or else we'd be locked up already." She said. What is it then" I asked. "henny" " fucking Henny that shit hard as fuck" Calm down pussy just a little cup." You ever taken a shot. "No I responded. She poured a small amount of Henny in a small cup and handed it to me." "Try it. " I took a sip and immediately spit it out." She laughed out loud and says "weak."
"How is "Perito" I said. (Brianna's brother) "he's good" she responded "gets in alot of trouble though."
              By the way remember the time you almost killed me. " She says. I stood confused. " The window, mirror, like that shit almost fell on my neck." I laughed. oh yea, sorry about that." We kept on the discussion for about a while and the last thing I remember is me falling down. I woke up the next morning in my bed, like what the fuck just happened. I check my phone open my messenger and see three hearts with "I had fun with you last nigh" written next to it.